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1. love my life
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2. make new friends
1 entry 12,744 people
3. be more open-minded.
1 entry 99 people
4. be respected
1 cheer 269 people
5. find myself
2 entries . 1 cheer 1,796 people
6. Have fun
1 entry 2,930 people
7. try new things
2 cheers 342 people
8. not be so shy
1 entry . 2 cheers 208 people
9. express myself
1 entry . 1 cheer 145 people
10. Run
1 entry . 2 cheers 1,126 people
11. row
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12. practice
32 people
13. be passionate
103 people
14. learn new things
1 entry 92 people
15. learn martial arts
726 people
16. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
3 entries 330 people
17. List 43 Things I hate
2 people
18. date more.
1 entry 234 people

How I did it

How to let go of the past

It took me

5 years

It made me

omg i don't care

How I did it: i tried a lot of things. therapy, support groups, moving. each of them helped a little. but the wisdom that i needed appeared out of no where. it was few and far between. once in a while someone would speak something that really stuck to me. and that's what i would base my life around until i came to the next thing. the past is really enticing. its so easy to dwell and nourish the desire to look back into the past. no matter how much you … Read how I did it…

Oct 22, 06:01PM PDT | 0 comments | 1 cheer

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post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :) (read all 3 entries…)

i'm giddy 1 day ago

to discover that i share a birthday with dean martin. (june 7) and this is especially whimsical for me because my name is jean martin.

are there any conincidental quirky facts about you?

Nov 09, 02:30PM PST | 5 cheers | 12 comments

date more.

i really need to diversify 1 week ago

i knew this one really bad guy. he was so bad i think that he warped my outlook. i am really a very pretty girl but because i went to all girls boarding school i was a late bloomer and didn’t take advantage of my looks in order to score. i could of been really confident but i was not. anyway, i need to know more men because that guy is throwing me off. i have seen i think 4 people since him but i really need to get to know more men better. if that treatment from ESSM was real i’d get it for that purpose.

Oct 30, 10:30AM PDT | 0 comments

post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :) (read all 3 entries…)

friendship 2 weeks ago

here’s a few questions that have been on my mind about friendship.

how do you feel about it when you realize that you and a friend can’t really be friends anymore? examples welcome.

i was in church today and the incatation was repentance. it/i repented befriending immoral people. how do you feel about your ‘immoral’ friends/friendships?

what kind of people do you befriend?

Oct 25, 09:42PM PDT | 3 cheers | 24 comments

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