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barbar_ella




I'm doing 19 things
  

How I did it
How to let go of the past
It took me
5 years
It made me
omg i don't care

How I did it: i tried a lot of things. therapy, support groups, moving. each of them helped a little. but the wisdom that i needed appeared out of no where. it was few and far between. once in a while someone would speak something that really stuck to me. and that's what i would base my life around until i came to the next thing. the past is really enticing. its so easy to dwell and nourish the desire to look back into the past. no matter how much you … Read how I did it…

Oct 22, 06:01PM PDT | 0 comments | 1 cheer


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post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :) (read all 5 entries…)
does anyone think 3 days ago

that the title of this ‘thing’ would be slightly better if the wording did not include “plays with me”?

Nov 22, 12:23PM PST | 3 cheers | 5 comments


find myself (read all 3 entries…)
screw the joneses 5 days ago

i have been to too consumed with keeping up with the joneses. i didn’t conciously do it, but i guess i felt like i wasn’t good enough. i already knew that comparing oneself to others is unhealthy and irrational but its taken a really long time to kick in.

Nov 20, 08:00PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment


post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :) (read all 5 entries…)
do you 1 week ago

write a diary or journal? what do get out of it?

Nov 15, 09:24AM PST | 1 cheer | 9 comments


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Get PMP certification make more friends Build a mechquest trainer and build other trainers build a career get skinny Find out what the little pockets on cats' ears are for use hemp plastic instead of petroleum-based plastics Get my HAM radio license lose five pounds iluvlife wants to get straight A's this semester cross a desert See the Great Barrier Reef read Anna Karenina successfully wear a strapless bra pass the ASVAB test make my own cartoon TreeByWater wants to give up alcohol for Lent decorate my bedroom lose 50 pounds get out of debt exercise more often learn Latin Andrew McAdam wants to do one hundred consecutive push-ups drink only water for 1 month Climb Denali be more mindful wake up Have adventures
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