I messed up.
I’ve acknowledged it and refuse to feel differently about myself than before. Being a virgin did not make me…but I exemplified being a virgin. I’m still the same person. I just have one more thing I have to have self-discipline and self-control over. Eh…I’m a little disappointed but I felt like it was something I needed to do. (I’m not going into detail and I DO think it was other ways to go about it…) But I don’t have a reason to feel like I have to engage in sex, so therefore I am waiting. I know they say with anything once you start its hard to stop-and it seems true. Once you loose your virginity you may feel like you have nothing else to hold on to. I cant live by that-it may be hard…but I considered that one time a lesson learned and that’s that.
Nov 08, 2008, 01:52PM PST | 4 cheers | 0 comments
So… I finally did it. Slowly but surely, I cut off all of my permed hair. I don’t think there was a better time to do it. I will be starting school in the fall and will use the summer to grow it out long enough to start braiding it. It’s honestly not that bad… if your only reason is that you are unsure of how you would look after you chop all of it off, I’d say just go ahead and chop it anyway! It will grow faster too :)
remember, it’s gonna get ugly before it gets pretty :)
best of luck to all!
Jun 29, 2008, 09:27PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I had to take my oceanography exam today… realizing i knew absolutely nothing, i started to feel so bad. then i remembered this was on of my ‘things’ to do – so I used the remaining half hour to compose my list. it put me in a better mood :) It’s so worth doing. Have fun!
May 27, 2008, 07:54PM PDT | 0 comments
I'm doing 35 things
