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I really want to lose 10 pounds. Right now I weigh 128 LBS. I’ve been at this weight for years. Its never really bothered me before. I’m usually pretty comfortable with my body. Lately, though, those few extra pounds have really started to bother me. My husband has been losing weight lately. He was never fat, but he didnt really have any kind of definition. I can see a real difference now. I can see his muscles better, his stomach is flatter, too. I really want to look good for him.
Another reason is that I just turned 25 yesterday. For me that is a big deal. I think that I need to start losing weight now before I get any older.

I really want to take more pictures. I used to be really into taking pictures. I couldnt go anywhere without a camera. I have all these albums and there are a ton of pictures from when Bryan and I were dating. However, for some reason after we were married we stopped taking pictures. What happened??

I’ve always had issues with depression. However, this past year has been really hard on me. It got to the point that I made really poor choices and deeply hurt my husband. I know that I can never erase the pain that I caused him on that horrible day. I’m thankful that we got past that. I am now on anti-depressants. It took awhile but I feel that I’m at a much better place now. However, as all people who deal with depression know depression is an ongoing problem. What can I say? I’m coping.