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stop drinking
????????

The thing is that I don’t have a problem with drinking. I like it occasionally. I just don’t do good things after I’ve had a few…..and that’s the problem.



travel the US on a bicycle to live out my mothers dream
mom

I don’t have the greatest parents but I would do anything for them….I once read in my mothers yearbook at the library that she wanted to travel the US on a bike. She never got to. So I thought it wasn’t a bad Idea.



go back to school
quitter

I quit high school in the 10th grade. I’ve gone for my GED 3 times (not the test)...classes. I end up quitting. I really wanna be something more than I am and I won’t get that without an education.



Trust Ryan
here we go again....

This is the man that I LOVE…I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He is a great man with a flaw…lol…no one’s perfect:)



I wanna dream and it actually means something
Godsmack

Have u ever heard the Godsmack song..Serenity..? Well his line goes like this…Where do we go when we just don’t know and how do we relight the flame when it’s cold why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing and when will we learn to control. All Godsmack songs will mean something to everyone



be happy
ME

I guess this falls along with just about anything else. I just wanna be happy…don’t u?



To live instead of exist
I am not invisible....

I just feel like I’m here for nothing. I want to do things with my life and can’t seem to get there. How do u prove the truth. How do u actually trust someone. I feel I’m not trusted and it’s frustrating….I wanna live instead of exist



have a family (read all 2 entries…)
family....

I want a normal family for my kids and myself. I wanna feel love from the man I love the most. I hope he just realizes it. My goal is to try and work hard to be the best mother and wife I can b



have a family (read all 2 entries…)
Ryan

I just wish people would see that I am not made of steel. I want a family with Ryan. That’s why I always come back. SO STOP HURTING ME I AM NOT MADE OF STEEL!



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