beapilot

What I eat, I dont gain. Ahh, growing up think sucks. Im picky about what I want to eat. Like, sometimes, I forget to eat. Other times, I dont want to eat even I know im hungry. AHH, I dont like fat foods, sweet foods, and starchy foods that make me thirsty. Wow, how could I ever be a big guy with good looking arms and stuff? Humm… Not good. I try to eat, but i waste food. blah.

Ever since I was 7 years old, I created my first idea. This brought the ability of my interest in creating ideas that dont exist in the world today which is basicaly called invention. Well, my grandfather died when I was 8 and i rarely ever saw him. He was an inventor and invented 10 things. So my dad knows alot about my grandfather, so I talk to him everyday about all my new ideas. He always tells me that it has to be simple, unique, and marketable. Well, I always told my father, do u know how ford was first made? How about computers? The microwave? What about the first cell phone? Everything is rather big or small and expensive to start with. Well, as my ability, I can think of things within a matter of seconds that dont i never heard, seen, or maybe never existed before. Well, it cost big $$ and thats the problem. Gosh, hard to get some money like that…

Im 19 years old and im a male. Im hard of hearing and never had a girlfriend before. All my life growing up, I was not a good looking student because of my hearing and the way I was thin and before I got my teeth fixed. Now im in college and of couse im handsome to alot of “older” women. But, how could I get a girlfriend? Things that I want of a girl… Mature. Most girls to me dont act normal. They could be like expecting the man to open the door for them, carry their stuff, do everything outdoors work, fill the tank, pay for their restaurant dinner, expect the man to buy things for her, smile alot, be socal, go to their house, go whereever they want to go, take garabege out, and much more. I felt growing up with 4 sisters and my mother makes me act like the man. So, Im kinda picky about the type of girl I want. But, I never found the right one or never had a girlfriend. Me, im not socal because my hearing, What could I do?