I woke up thinking more of Lucy today. I changed my facebook photo to when she was 5 months old in July 2006 and I was holding her. It’s almost 2 years in July since she’s been gone but the pain is overwhelming still. I wish I could talk to somebody that understood but there isn’t because she was “just” a pet but she was more than that to me. She was my baby, my companion, the love of my life, my light from darkness when I was going through depression. I wish she could come back.
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1. grieve
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2. Get a tattoo
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3. learn german
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4. get my license
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5. beat social anxiety
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6. get health insurance
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7. have a better year next year
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8. lose 25 lbs.
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How I did it: I have lost 16 pounds in 6 months cause I went to visit my grandma in September and in pics I looked huge and it devastated me so when I got back home I decided to lose weight and I started doing it. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Lucy was born February 2006 and she almost didn't make it so my dad and I stayed with her all day. The next day she was running around with her 2 sisters. I told her when I thought I was alone "I know you're not mine but I love you." My dad was standing around the corner and heard everything so he offered Lucy to me which I accepted immediately. When she was almost 2 years old in 2007 she had a miscarriage so I comforted her the best way … Read how I did it…
How I did it: I went to a blood donation with my twin sister and they had to make me fill out a mess load of paper work before I was called to donate. They mailed me my card shortly after I donated. I can donate to everyone but I can just get O- people so I am glad to have a twin sister. Read how I did it…
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I am still doing this goal! I’ve been walking every day for 1 hour and 20 minutes but haven’t seen a difference.
February 16th was lucy’s 6th birthday. I couldn’t believe it. I thought about it today. It’s been almost 2 years since her death. She wasn’t just my pet, she was my furbaby and I love her.



