I'm doing 31 things
Going in the summer to Marrakech for a week and then the coast for another. Have been waiting so long to go so im literally over the moon.
beck_midge's Life List
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1. Save money
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2. be beautiful
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3. get to university
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4. learn to deal with stress in a more healthy manner
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5. Love myself just the way i am
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6. visit california
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7. Overcome jelousy
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8. Get a tattoo
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9. laugh more
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10. save someone's life
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11. live life to the fullest
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12. live in the moment
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13. find out what my blood type is
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14. exercise more
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15. eat healthier
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16. Learn to surf
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17. Keep doing yoga
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18. take better care of my hair and skin
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19. dress well
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20. live in a foreign country
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21. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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22. live in london
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23. go to morocco
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24. Go to Morroco
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25. i want to be thin
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26. be 6 stone
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27. see the northern lights
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28. make sushi
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29. learn to snowboard
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30. become famous
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31. get my nape pierced
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Recent entries
I am 13 5ft and at the moment I weigh about 98 lbs =[ I want to be about 70 lbs aventuraly but i guess 84 would be okaii for now. Im surrounded by skinny people all the time and my friends are always making sure I eat, I mean yea I no they want whats best for me but this is a thing i want to do. I need support and at the moment im getting none. Most of the time i feel totaly disgusting after I have eaten something. When i look in the mirror all I see is a fugly teen, im sick of it. I just want to be beautiful. I feel totaly lost and i don’t no what to do, I can’t talk to my family about it because they wouldnt understand, I mean how could they? They don’t have to be dealing with all the guys at school and everything. =[ I feel so bad saying all this cuz i no you think im stupid and should be happy with how I look but that would just be lying to myself and everybody around me. Its not like i enjoy doing this to myself but how else will i get there. I want to show people that i am strong enough to do this to myself. It’s so hard, Please if there is anyone who can help me with this or wants to do it with me comment.
Thankyou.
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