beck_midge




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beck_midge's Life List

  1. 1. become a famous singer
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  2. 2. sing more
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  3. 3. Save money
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  4. 4. be beautiful
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  5. 5. be a singer
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  6. 6. drink more water
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  7. 7. Make new friends
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  8. 8. get to university
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  9. 9. Fall in love
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  10. 10. learn to deal with stress in a more healthy manner
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  11. 11. get more rest
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  12. 12. go to Narnia
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  13. 13. Love myself just the way i am
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  14. 14. dye my hair purple
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  15. 15. visit california
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  16. 16. Overcome jelousy
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  17. 17. Get a tattoo
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  18. 18. laugh more
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  19. 19. save someone's life
    		832 people
  20. 20. live life to the fullest
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  21. 21. live in the moment
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  22. 22. find out what my blood type is
    		1,156 people
  23. 23. exercise more
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  24. 24. eat healthier
    		8,079 people
  25. 25. Learn to surf
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  26. 26. Keep doing yoga
    		5 people
  27. 27. take better care of my hair and skin
    		3 people
  28. 28. dress well
    		76 people
  29. 29. Be faithful... to the one you love
    		2 people
  30. 30. live in a foreign country
    		2,219 people
  31. 31. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    		5,870 people
  32. 32. live in london
    		1,203 people
  33. 33. become famous
    		1,766 people
  34. 34. Go to Tailand
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  35. 35. learn to snowboard
    1 entry     		2,124 people
  36. 36. make sushi
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  37. 37. see the northern lights
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  38. 38. pierce my eyebrow
    		133 people
  39. 39. make someone smile
    		151 people
  40. 40. be 6 stone
    		4 people
  41. 41. i want to be thin
    1 entry     		108 people
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i want to be thin
thin. 9 months ago

I am 13 5ft and at the moment I weigh about 98 lbs =[ I want to be about 70 lbs aventuraly but i guess 84 would be okaii for now. Im surrounded by skinny people all the time and my friends are always making sure I eat, I mean yea I no they want whats best for me but this is a thing i want to do. I need support and at the moment im getting none. Most of the time i feel totaly disgusting after I have eaten something. When i look in the mirror all I see is a fugly teen, im sick of it. I just want to be beautiful. I feel totaly lost and i don’t no what to do, I can’t talk to my family about it because they wouldnt understand, I mean how could they? They don’t have to be dealing with all the guys at school and everything. =[ I feel so bad saying all this cuz i no you think im stupid and should be happy with how I look but that would just be lying to myself and everybody around me. Its not like i enjoy doing this to myself but how else will i get there. I want to show people that i am strong enough to do this to myself. It’s so hard, Please if there is anyone who can help me with this or wants to do it with me comment.
Thankyou.
x

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Become a Famous singer (read all 2 entries…)
singin 1 year ago

yer i want 2 sing but i can only do really high. im really gd @ singing evanesence’s songs! but i still need work so yer! um could any 1 give me any warm ups for my voice?? thx
x x x becky x x x

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make sushi
SUSHI 1 year ago

i totlay love sushi and this is the time when i want to make it myself rather than just byeing it @ a shop! but it really is the nicest food none to man kind!! if u havent tryed it u sholud! x x x becky x x x

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