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beck_midge's Life List
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1. sing more
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2. Save money
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3. be beautiful
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4. Make new friends
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5. get to university
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6. learn to deal with stress in a more healthy manner
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7. go to Narnia
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8. Love myself just the way i am
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9. visit california
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10. Overcome jelousy
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11. Get a tattoo
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12. laugh more
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13. save someone's life
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14. live life to the fullest
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15. live in the moment
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16. find out what my blood type is
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17. exercise more
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18. eat healthier
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19. Learn to surf
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20. Keep doing yoga
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21. take better care of my hair and skin
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22. dress well
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23. live in a foreign country
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24. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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25. live in london
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26. i want to be thin
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27. be 6 stone
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28. make someone smile
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29. see the northern lights
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30. make sushi
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31. learn to snowboard
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32. become famous
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33. get my hips pierced for my 16th
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I am 13 5ft and at the moment I weigh about 98 lbs =[ I want to be about 70 lbs aventuraly but i guess 84 would be okaii for now. Im surrounded by skinny people all the time and my friends are always making sure I eat, I mean yea I no they want whats best for me but this is a thing i want to do. I need support and at the moment im getting none. Most of the time i feel totaly disgusting after I have eaten something. When i look in the mirror all I see is a fugly teen, im sick of it. I just want to be beautiful. I feel totaly lost and i don’t no what to do, I can’t talk to my family about it because they wouldnt understand, I mean how could they? They don’t have to be dealing with all the guys at school and everything. =[ I feel so bad saying all this cuz i no you think im stupid and should be happy with how I look but that would just be lying to myself and everybody around me. Its not like i enjoy doing this to myself but how else will i get there. I want to show people that i am strong enough to do this to myself. It’s so hard, Please if there is anyone who can help me with this or wants to do it with me comment.
Thankyou.
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i totlay love sushi and this is the time when i want to make it myself rather than just byeing it @ a shop! but it really is the nicest food none to man kind!! if u havent tryed it u sholud! x x x becky x x x
