becksters

So… have any of you had the biquits from red lobster? yah, thats what I want to make this weekend… :) I’ll post pictures if I get to do it.

ACT on feb. 5th… I’m gonna strt doing online practice tests so maybe I can boost my score up to a 18. That’s all I want as of now… :\

I finished another test today… 20% more then I’m done :)

I’m getting better at this. I finished a review for my psychology class last night and its not even due til next thursday. :D

I started on this today.
I was at the library in my school today and was actually working on my online class but I came across a book on a shelf. Its called the goose girl by shannon hale. Yeah, but its a bit easy for my age but I like fantasy books so we’ll how this book is.

Im almost done with it :) only need another 30% then Im done!!!!

This is another thing that Ive started to do recently and have been doing pretty well with this semester.

I always have left my homework to the last minute and this also is why I dont do well in my classes.

I need to start doing it and turning it in on time. And also, actually studying for my tests…

I am always so nervous and it just ruins everything. Because of it, I am not close to a lot of people. I may just have a few close friends and thats about it. I hate making small talk with people.

This also effects how I do in school. I’m aweful at public speaking. My hands get sweaty, I shake, my voice isnt stable and clear, and its just overall bad.

And my nervousness has caused me to do a lot of stupid things. Like act differently infront of my friends and family…I cant even have a straight forward conversation with my family members because I’m so nervous around them. Its bad.

So, I guess this is the thing that I’m going to be working on for a while,but I’m going to take small steps to get out of this.

For exapmle, in the next few months my teacher assigned us a presentation to do with a partner. So maybe I could speak more so I can get better with public speaking. And the drama team at my school is doing a miming skit and I’m the main character so maybe these things will help me. Especially if I put a lot of effort into each of these.

Well, wish me luck. And the next time I will update on this is Feb. 18 (a few days after our presentations start)