I'm doing 32 things
I have a really good job which I enjoy I feel I had to change my personality to fit in with the job and get the results they wanted from me which I have done, work is going well and i’m hitting the targets I need, this is good but my boyfriend is saying i’m less and less like the person he met i’m doing the job for us both to get better things.I know i have changed a bit but i didn’t think as much as he makes out.i;m sure he’s telling me to help me but it just makes me feel worse and really really sad, am I such an awful person now? Is it all my fault? sometimes I cant be bothered with it all I try my best to be the person he met as I did like myself then, all he says now is i’m ot like I used to be but on days when I do try he will menton it too I wonder will I ever get back there?
beckyb's Life List
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1. get thin
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2. lose 2 stone
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3. learn to trust
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4. have more self confidence
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5. get a boob job
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6. get people to pay attention of the fact that im not stupid !!!
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7. be a size 10
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8. enjoy living my life to the full
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9. be a glamor model
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10. Take better care of my skin
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11. Get a tan
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12. give more compliments
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13. stop seeing other girls as a threat
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14. be more fashionable
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15. plant a tree
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16. take more photos
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17. Get down to 10 1/2 stone
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18. pay my debt off
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19. Do an evining class at college to get me the job i want.
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20. like the fact that i'm tall
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21. run in the rain
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22. be more spontaneous
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23. Learn to pole dance.
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24. Live without regret
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25. read more books
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26. push myself to be what I want
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27. Always have perfect nails
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28. Get an image that makes me happy
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29. Be more toned
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30. get my own style
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31. Be the happy person I know I am
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32. find myself again
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Recent entries
Who am I
8 months ago
amazing
15 months ago
If you can do this properly it looks amazing and is such a good work out some of the moves are crazy, I think it’s such a fab skill and I want to lean how to do it, wish me look : )
Live for the moment
21 months ago
I need to live my life with not regrets and enjoy every single day, be happy with what I have but strive to do better but dont be affraid to fail, take the chance when the chance comes no matter what that is, dont look back and think what if!
