becsta777

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  1. 1. Get an HIV Test
    17 people
  2. 2. Get my drivers license
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    5,037 people
  3. 3. Save $8000
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  4. 4. make more friends
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    5,079 people
  5. 5. Exercise more
    5,122 people
  6. 6. be more confident
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  7. 7. stop being scared
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    159 people
  8. 8. Stop playing mind games
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  9. 9. Stop beating myself up
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  10. 10. Stop caring about what other people think
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  11. 11. Get published
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  12. 12. Be more honest
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  13. 13. Paint more
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  14. 14. Write more
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  15. 15. Finish my degree
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  16. 16. Stop procrastinating
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  17. 17. Learn to Surf
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  18. 18. live in another country
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  19. 19. learn a martial art
    1,452 people
  20. 20. Learn German
    4,529 people
  21. 21. Learn French
    10,586 people
  22. 22. Learn Dutch
    577 people
  23. 23. Learn Vietnamese
    168 people
  24. 24. Learn to play the piano
    7,425 people
  25. 25. Learn to play the guitar
    12,643 people
  26. 26. go to a naturopath
    4 people
  27. 27. Learn to ride a motorbike
    301 people
  28. 28. stop judging people
    245 people
  29. 29. be nice to my mother
    3 people

How I did it
How to start yoga
It took me
2 weeks
It made me


How to move out
It took me
7 days
It made me
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Recent entries
make more friends
I'm new in town 8 months ago

Actually, I’ve been living in a small, seaside town for over a year now and I still dont know many people. This is the kind of place where everyone knows everyone and their business but its taking me a while to really get settled in. I dont feel like I have any close friends at all here and my really good friend/s is over two hours travel away. Because of this, I’m reliant on phone calls and emails and it’d be awesome to just have some people in the neighbourhood to go and hang with. The thing I have a problem with is turning an acquaintance into a friend. I have a ton of acquaintances…and I know you cant rush these things – I dont want to come off as desperate or needy. Its just like, I’m either not interested in people or I’m afraid of the ones I am interested in. I guess it all just takes practice right? I have decided to be more friendly to people no matter how crap I am feeling and to just smile and say hello and make small talk.



be more honest
Untitled 8 months ago

This includes honesty with myself. I delude myself all the time without even realising it, especially in uncomfortable situations. Its not until weeks later that I see things for what they really were. I also talk a lot of shit when I’m nervous, I make myself out to be someone I’m not and I usually look really stupid. It’s embarassing.



stop beating myself up
Untitled 8 months ago

It doesnt matter what I achieve, I always think I could do better, I never really congratulate myself only reprimand myself for not doing even better than I did. I tell myself I was too lazy, too stupid, too old, too young, too naive etc etc. If I get something wrong, I find it really hard to let myself off and I just keep thinking about my mistake over and over in my head and what I could have done differently. I need to start loving myself more and reminding myself that everything is a learning experience.



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