i managed to stop for nearly a week… ive been cutting my legs repeatedly (as in maybe 10-20 times a night?) most nights for about 3 weeks. before that it wasnt so frequent, just 4-5….
it seems so huge, but i managed to stop for a week because i had like, 6 days to let the scars heal so people wouldnt see them (i found out very suddenly i had to dance in a short dress without tights).
at the moment im trying to go for a month… i dontknow if ill get there, but im trying.
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1. save $6,400
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2. stop self-harming
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3. have a conversation with a person from every country
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4. Donate 10,000 grains of rice through freerice.com
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5. fall asleep outside watching the stars with someone i care about
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6. carry a pack of post it notes in my purse, so i can leave random comments everywhere i go
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7. sponsor a child
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8. have more inspiring conversations with fascinating people, that make me feel good for hours after
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9. go a week without crying.
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10. listen to 43 new bands
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11. Do NaNoWriMo
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12. eat healthier
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13. Take a cake decorating class
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14. buy binoculars
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15. steal a street sign
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16. write a poetry book
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17. have a song written for me
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18. Weigh 90 pounds
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19. learn pointe
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20. visit london
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21. Practice my Trumpet
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22. practice french horn
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23. dye my hair
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24. take a photo every day for one year
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25. learn to play acoustic guitar
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26. do the splits
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27. go to bed before midnight
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28. Be able to do push ups
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29. take voice lessons
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30. learn sign language
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31. do my homework
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32. write something worthwhile
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33. overcome depression
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34. cry tears of joy
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35. stop being so judgemental
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36. stop procrastinating
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37. do more horn practice
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38. get kissed
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39. finish my TEE
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40. get over my phobia
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41. master photoshop
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42. Make a time-capsule
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43. be published
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How I did it: ok, i actually started this goal BEFORE i found out about the chocolate reward. originally i wanted 30, but then i figured why not get 50.i did them in 15 number blocks, just because i'm musical, and i found that sticking to a rhythm helped.i still have trouble with the 41st, 42nd and 43rd digits, they're the only ones i sometimes get wrong. three seven five, three seven five!!!! Read how I did it…
How I did it: took the plunge and signed up for upper school photography.loved it, was thrown into photography styles i'd never thought of, took portraits for the first time, discovered macro photography, learned some of the theory and composition behind landscapes, instead of just taking lots of photos and finding good ones.purchased my first ever camera (and an SLR, nonetheless, NO more borrowed school camera!)joined deviantart, got tiny amount of CC… Read how I did it…
How I did it: i dont know. maybe this isn't for me. maybe it's too late in life, maybe it was stupid, going from an energetic style like irish, to something as basic and fiddly and slow as ballet.i love ballet. i still do.last week as a treat she taught us a higher level dance and i loved that. but i cant get anything right. im not blaming anyone but myself, i know its my fault. but, im not enjoying it, i just wish i could go back to irish. i fee… Read how I did it…
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perth seems to have all these really good bands, and all i have at the moment is a bunch of (extraodinarily awesome) alternative/indie american bands.
todays band is Yellowcard. okay, i know they’re not local, but i really love them.
ok, so ive always had really light blonde hair. then it started getting darker and darker, and now its like halfway between brown and blonde.
i wanna go blonde, but not sure if it will look good… maybe on the holidays (so it has time to wash out!)
