bella2bella

I’m really glad i came across this site. I’m a college student too and feel overwhelmed. I feel like a failure. Been screwing up in school and feel hopeless. I isolate myself and avoid everything which gives me more anxiety and problems. It’s good to know i’m not alone. I agree with everything Mike85tyler said, going through the same thing i hate that i’m going to be the last one to graduate and thats making me more depressed. I definetely did not thing it was going to be like this when i packed up to go to college and thats probably why i have so much guilt that i didnt measure up to my standards and everyone else’s. This is so bad. My family keeps reminding me how terrible it will look knowing i’m the last one to graduate. It does seem like i’m self sabotaging every time things are going well i find a way to screw it up. I tried just about everything and nothing has a long lasting affect. I don’t know what i get out of being so down and avoiding life. But things are so bad that when i wake up in the morning and everything registers i just put the blanket over my head and turn my phone off. I just dont want to deal. Feels good for awhile but it gets worst from there. I hope i get over it and good luck to all of you.