1. He did a realy nice thing in helping me celebrate my birthday
2. He gave me two gorgeous children
3. He is a really good dad
4. He does make good money for us
5. He lets me drive his care very day and he drives that great big terd out in the driveway
6. He built a great haunted house
7. He takes care of the mortgage payment
8. He remembers to put out the garbage
9. He is at least talking to me
10. He will never give up on his babies
bennisack's Life List
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1. earn at least $50,000 in 2008.
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2. be on time for all of my appointments for 30 consecutive days.
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3. meet with my sponsor once a week
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4. finish my first 12 Step
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5. close at least 3 real estate transactions before January 1, 2009.
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6. be willing to be taught
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7. exercise 4 to 5 times a week.
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8. give one gift a day that I don't expect to get back
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9. have twenty minutes of meditation each day, morning or evening or BOTH!
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10. be the happiest I've ever been, and recommit to that every day
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11. to continue to give and receive love in a healthy, sane way.
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12. Record a solo album sometime in 2008
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13. be signed to a lucrative contract with Blue Note by the end of 2008.
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14. to spend 30 consecutive days in serenity.
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15. write down 5 things that I am good at or proud of for 30 consecutive days
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16. write down 10 things that I'm grateful for every day for 30 days.
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17. check in on my goals every day
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18. pray every morning and every night
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19. Try a new recipe each week
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20. become a much more positive person day by day!
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21. have that fantastic marriage that I've always dreamed of!
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22. improve on my intimacy with my husband, both mentally and physically
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23. turn it over to my Higher Power daily!!!
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24. be confident that i can be a really great businessperson and am worth the money that I charge.
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25. save $10,000 in 2008.
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26. be able to peacefully, productively collaberate with my husband most all the time.
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27. always remember that Jole sees me the way that he did the first time he saw me.
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28. write down 10 things that I appreciate about my husband for 30 days
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I drew the divorce card in my final outcome portion of today’s tarot reading. I guess Goddess if he doesn’t really love me anymore then let him let me go. If he loves me, then let him come. To bed and make love to me. I can’t force it. I can’t control it. I just need to let go and ask you to take this from me and give me what I need. Certainly our marriage has not been a waste. I have two lovely daughters and. They make me a happy. If Jole is not that into me, there are others who are, me being the first of those, so let me go. But if he really loves me, let him say it and show it and be my lover and my friend. So mote it be. And so it is!
I drew the divorce card in my final outcome portion of today’s tarot reading. I guess Goddess if he doesn’t really love me anymore then let him let me go. If he loves me, then let him come. To bed and make love to me. I can’t force it. I can’t control it. I just need to let go and ask you to take this from me and give me what I need. Certainly our marriage has not been a waste. I have two lovely daughters and. They make me a happy. If Jole is not that into me, there are others who are, me being the first of those, so let me go. But if he really loves me, let him say it and show it and be my lover and my friend. So mote it be. And so it is!

