Bertie

I’m 17 and live in Scotland, I’ve always been lazy with school work and getting stuff done. I started toking up about two years ago and have been doing it almost every day for about a year. about 8 or 9 months ago i got chucked out of school for failing my 5th year exams (never revised once as i was constantly baked) and so went to college. This was OK however i continued to smoke and ended up quitting about 4 months ago as i just could not be assed with it anymore. Since then i have not done anything apart from bum about, i have no job and rely on money from my parents which, apart from buying tobacco, has ended up in the pockets of various dealers. I think of myself as a shy guy, who is not very confident in conversation with anyone except close friends. Recently there was a dry spell in Aberdeen and there was no smoke going around, I didn’t toke up for about a week and noticed large improvements in my confidence. Needless to say though, i was high again as soon as a new shipment arrived in my dealers hands. I had my last joint last night and hopefully it will remain my last joint for a long time. I still love weed and greatly appreciate its qualities but i will just have to force myself not to smoke it. I’m thinking “this is not going to be easy” but neither is living life, there are few things worth doing that don’t take hard work to complete. I just realized that the clock says 16:18, oh well i’m going to have a cigarette. GOOD LUCK TO YOU :)