I seem to have stopped shouting, and started SCREAMING. Not going well at all. We are stressed right now (we live together) and I want to help, but i just seem to be making things worse. perhaps I should back-off, worry less and just let things run their course?
bethcape's Life List
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1. Keep in touch with God
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2. see more bands
11 people -
3. visit a dentist
6 people -
4. visit a doctor
2 people -
5. stop drinking
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6. Find a job I like and am good at
1 person -
7. get a hat stand
1 person -
8. purchase a keyboard
1 person -
9. Return my libary books
1 person -
10. suscribe to Little White Lies
1 person -
11. stop shouting at my sister
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12. pay more attention to my neice
1 person -
13. join dance classes
2 people -
14. have a routine
14 people -
15. get out of debt
11,036 people -
16. Lose the extra weight which makes me look silly
1 cheer1 person -
17. have my eyes lasered
5 people -
18. buy some smart winterboots
1 cheer1 person -
19. be brave enough to clear out my wardrobe and throuw out the crap
1 person -
20. move into my own place
111 people -
21. join lovefilm
1 person -
22. Get a desk
6 people -
23. and a laptop that works
1 person -
24. write more. write something.
1 cheer1 person -
25. be able to visit my family in the states
1 person -
26. stop smoking
3,051 people -
27. start over
212 people -
28. buy a thermos
2 people -
29. update my blog more often
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30. print my own Christmas cards this year
1 person -
31. get my camera fixed
31 people -
32. learn to drive
6,129 people -
33. learn signlanguage
40 people -
34. meet Paul Dano
11 people -
35. Write a film script for ASIC
1 person -
36. Buy some jogging bottoms
1 person -
37. Get new glasses
320 people
Couldn’t sleep, so went for an update. This nighttime updating isn’t going to help my other ‘things’ i.e Get a Routine, but still…
w/http://bethscribbles.blogspot.com/2009/11/500-days-of-summer-again.html
As you can see I’m brand new to the site, so I’m happy to be able to cross something off my list, no matter how small it is! So yes, I sent in my Secret Cinema* invoices. Secret Cinema are one of the good things in my life right now. I love working for them and if I could do it 5 days a week I would. Until then, I’m spending a lot of time wading through job application forms and getting a healthy amount of rejection! But having the SC job, even though its only once a month, reminds me that I am good at what I do – and if I keep trying, I’ll get there.
*Secret Cinema host bespoke film screenings in London, UK, once a month. These involve building sets, having performers onsite, installations… all kinds of the good stuff.
I would like to stage-manage touring shows, ideally circus, magic or dance.

