bettergetjenn

i’ve taken 5 years of spanish now. i’m not fluent, but i’m getting there.

so it goes.

I am who I am.

I have come to the conclusion that I am not afraid of failure. I am just one of those people who likes to be the best at what I do, and be successful. Always trying to surpass my own goals, I am.

Friends are friends, and you can’t be better at it, because you are a friend because of what you are. The meaning of friendship is different to everybody,a nd trying to change it may be making it worse for some people. So if you’re not happy with the way I am as a friend, good riddance. I don’t need you anyways.

I guess I’ve accepted myself, but there’s nothing wrong with striving to be a better person, or more successful in your mind. So that’s what I’m doing. I’m accepting that I’m a person who is trying to be better than herself. And that’s that.

one day right after spring break, i just got up and started cleaning and then i went for a walk, and ever since then, i’m hardly ever ont he computer, or just sitting down doing nothing, you know? it’s great. i guess it’s all mentality, though, which is why it says ‘not willing to help’. it’s all what you want and what you need for yourself, and i can’t help with that.

good luck, though!
:)

it’s just not going to happen.

that i am spontaneous and creative. it’s who i am. it’s my personality.

however, i was hiding from myself for a long time, because i was afraid of what other people would think of me if i expressed the true me.
now i’m happy to say that i don’t really give a fuck.
=)

will NEVER happen.
it’s who i am.

and i accept that.

i’m a procrastinator, and so are you.
i live for wasting time, but when it comes down to it, whatever needs to get done will get done.

i’m just kidding myself by hoping that i’ll stop wasting time, because this is something that i’ll never stop doing.
haha.

is unconditional.
i love my friends, my family, my pets, music, rain, everything.

because i believe there is no love that is conditional, i have acheived this.

:]

is eternally unconditional.
if you are loved by one person, parent, friend, lover, dog, you are loved “unconditionally”.

there is no love that is conditional.
no “if”s “and”s or “but”s.
otherwise, it was never pure, honest to God, love.

but it’s not like i used to.
i guess i used to overreact a lot.
and this weekend, i’ve made a sort of vow to not worry/overreact as much.
i hope it makes me happier.

you know what you’re doing, what you’ve done, and what you need to do. it makes life so much easier.

my friend and i decided that we wanted to go get something to eat, so we left my house around 5:30 and headed down Park Blvd in Pinellas Park to find a restaurant. we were really close to the cinema by the time we discovered that we weren’t going to find somewhere to eat, so we decided we’d go see a movie.

so we did. X-Men 3.

mind you, it was raining the entire time, which sort of adds to the spontanaeity a little bit? i guess..

for the most part, we lived in the moment. there were no plans for any of it.

me + photography = creativity, to me.

getting a hobby that requires creativity really helps with the becoming more creative thing. really.

my friend and i decided that we wanted to go get something to eat, so we left my house around 5:30 and headed down Park Blvd in Pinellas Park to find a restaurant. we were really close to the cinema by the time we discovered that we weren’t going to find somewhere to eat, so we decided we’d go see a movie.

so we did. X-Men 3.

mind you, it was raining the entire time, which sort of adds to the spontanaeity a little bit? i guess..

You become more alert when you listen. It’s easier to understand and you don’t act so clueless.

Smiling more is easy; just think about things that make you happy; something you’ve done with a best friend or late night phone conversations or someone you love/have loved or your favorite memories or your dreams, etc. It makes me so happy.

it’s made me closer to them. and now we have stuff to talk about on a regular basis.