betterpaths

Its been 2 1/2 years since we broke up. recently we tried it again but i could not accept things she had done. In the time we broke up she has slept with as much partners as I have my whole life. she is 23 and I am 30. the reason i think its really hard is that she has a daughter who sees me as her father. I love that child so much, it breaks my heart to know i wont be in her life like i used too. I need to get over this so i can move on but its very hard. I know that if it wasnt for her child, Id be out of her life for sure. And it really bugs me, more like pisses me off of all the partners she had. I need help

think back when you used to work out and good it felt and how you loved yourself. not only did i feel good, but my self confidence was present as well. Just stay motivated, my motivational tool is that one day i will find the right girl for me, until i love myself she will not come into my life!!! So start it and stay at it.

I act like Im 12 again. i want to eat healthier, do not leave the house until i eat breakfast. eat at least one piece of fruit everyday. Take vitamins and start the gym not only will it help me get physically fit but also will help in improving my self confidence. I eat until i feel full a little, i want to start finishing my plate and slowly eating more and more to gain some weight.