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Beckyymuffins.

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I'm doing 30 things
  

Beckyymuffins.'s Life List

  1. 1. Get a UAI of at least 90 in the HSC
    		1 person
  2. 2. stop having existential crises just because I'm happy
    2 entries . 7 cheers     		1 person
  3. 3. Stop being so bitchy
    7 entries . 22 cheers     		14 people
  4. 4. stop being an insane over-thinker
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  5. 5. Buy non-ugly clothes for winter
    		1 person
  6. 6. Stop sulking when things go wrong and start writing short stories about them instead
    2 entries . 14 cheers     		1 person
  7. 7. have a boy write a song about me
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		13 people
  8. 8. Write more
    18 cheers     		2,951 people
  9. 9. beat social anxiety
    3 entries . 31 cheers     		336 people
  10. 10. be a very good student
    1 entry . 8 cheers     		3 people
  11. 11. Finish a tube of chapstick before losing it
    6 entries . 34 cheers     		112 people
  12. 12. complain less
    2 entries . 12 cheers     		769 people
  13. 13. Expect less of others
    1 entry . 10 cheers     		3 people
  14. 14. CHILL OUT, LOVE LIFE MORE
    1 entry . 25 cheers     		12 people
  15. 15. Finish what I start
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		3,285 people
  16. 16. Learn to like, no, ADORE my general maths class
    1 entry     		1 person
  17. 17. stop caring what other people think
    1 entry . 19 cheers     		225 people
  18. 18. not take things so personally
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		144 people
  19. 19. think more before speaking
    9 cheers     		18 people
  20. 20. speak less and listen more
    4 entries . 9 cheers     		26 people
  21. 21. Stop thinking of myself as being a character in one of my stories and therefore start living my life for real instead of thinking that it's all about being an illusion, after all being an illusion is no fun
    8 cheers     		1 person
  22. 22. Have my first kiss
    4 entries . 18 cheers     		1,063 people
  23. 23. Start my own magazine called Dooly
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		2 people
  24. 24. Write the story of my life.
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		39 people
  25. 25. I want to leave a mix cd/tape on a bench
    13 cheers     		66 people
  26. 26. Play my saxophone more often
    1 entry . 31 cheers     		10 people
  27. 27. Make it a habit to visit the library every Tuesday after school
    8 cheers     		1 person
  28. 28. Be a strong independent young woman and express my feminist values freely, regardless of what people may think
    3 entries . 8 cheers     		1 person
  29. 29. become a barrister
    1 entry . 14 cheers     		28 people
  30. 30. Forget about the losers I know and meet boys who'll respect me for me
    2 entries . 4 cheers     		2 people
Recent entries
be pretty
Pretty isn't a look, it's a feeling 6 days ago

I’m not exactly the most attractive person in the world. I have got acne, I look retarded when I laugh, my hair randomly goes frizzy and I talk too much and blush too much.

But I’m pretty.

And no one can ever tell me that I’m not.

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Have my first kiss (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 6 days ago

I was at a school camp for three days, and I was having the most ridiculous conversation about this with a group. One girl was insisting that its easy to tell if someone has had their first kiss before or not.

She went on about how just by looking at someone it was screamingly obvious and that anyone could pick it. She went around the room and pointed out people who she believed had and hadn’t kissed someone.

She got most of them right.

That’s kinda sad, is there actually something that lets people tell? Some kind of missing sparkle in your eye or something?

Well stuff that. I like my eyes non-sparkly?

LOL. School camps make everyone act weird.

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find something to care about (read all 3 entries…)
This is going to make me sound like a total wanker but... 6 days ago

... The thing that I really needed to care about was myself.

I really wasn’t giving myself enough credit.

Seems that the human urge to care for oneself is pretty much all I really wanted.

Plus I suppose there’s that whole thing where I go to stupid lengths to make people happy. That’s something to care about.

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