Shalini

is more and more annoyed



I'm doing 19 things
 
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Find a good Job goal for myself (read all 7 entries…)
Untitled 2 days ago

worked on the things i have written below in the last 4 months, I never did paint anything( except my cupboard :D). so I am still not sure i want to do something like that.
but job wise.. its time to go back in a week, i hate it as ever, and I have to go. I cant accept myself as a house wife. god! show me the way! god! show me the way!


Esoteric study (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 3 days ago

read history of witchcraft – some principles are similar to pranic healing. salt water for clensing, insense for clensing etc.
reading astral projection. for astral projection, u need to enter trance like state, this is opposite of meditation which requires full awareness.


be aware
Untitled 4 days ago

along with meditation, at all times I want to be aware of my feeling, my reaction to the feelings, the analyais of the feelings done by the mind etc etc.
generally be more aware of myself at all times. I will make an attempt at this at all times.


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