bichslinger

1. I am irrational

2. i hate people touching me,i dont know why but phyysical contact with strangers i shiver.

3.i am a qualified chef

4.i am double jointed in my 2 big toes

5.i am guillable

6.i entered the all ireland compeetition for cookery when i was a 1st year commis chef and i was complimented highly by the judging panel! shock of the year ill tell ya!

7.i am in love with johnny depp, but i am sure half the female population is too, but i never actually wanna meet him because i am afraid i will go bright red .

8.i am an anti-christ in the kitchen
9. i hate men telling me what to do
10.my lucky number is seven
11. my favorite song is oh danny boy by eva cassidy
12.i love to dance in my kitchen
13.i spend so much time on the computer ,i can now type while looking at the screen and with one hand.

14. i have liked 4 guys in my lifetime but have never been in love

15. i have trust issues

16. i love jane austen books

17. i am a stickler for old movies
18. i have watched great balls of fire 200 times
19. i have watched big daddy 28 times
20.i have listened to the same song by poison-talk dirty to me for 5 hours non stop

21 my favorite dish is roast seabass and truffle creamed potatoes

22. i know my cousin lied to me but i havent let on i know that she lied
23. i love adelweiss flowers
24. i love the colour green and theshimmerof gold
26. my eyes are green and blue and hazel, i think they are colourchanging to suit my mood

i have often been told by my friends not to beat myself up,but it is a thing i have dne for a long time. recetly one of my friends started dating another close friend ofmine,but now she has no time for me and wont answer my calls, we where best friends, for whilei was askinmyself- what did you do wrong? its your fault – you must have done smething wrong, but then i realised that i cant make every relationship i build work.friend foe or romantic, it is not my fault that things o ary and people grow apart. afterrealisingthis i feel much beter. not everything is perfect in life. now i am more assertive and i make my opinion heard. i used to thing that i was stupid and that what i said didnt matter, but now you cant shut me up.

i have always been angry. i have no excuse, i lost a person very close to me when i was young. and i guess i blamed myself. now all i see is an empty space that i have to fill , while everyone else has theresall clogged up. i get angry becaise there asreidiots telling mewhat to do but i dont have the balls to turn around and tell them to piss off. i am angry becuase i judge myself when i now i shouldnt. i get angry i feel like i have to proe myself to everyone. i get angry because i neverhad a chance to tell my mam i loved her.being angry fills my day andstopps anything good from happening.it makes me tired and it makes me unattractive. it makes me very anti social and i think i scare people too