just not in any hurry
bigmlittleorgan's Life List
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1. shave my legs without unsightly bumps
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2. guest star on the Sopranos
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3. invent a synthetic patato
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4. look good in a hat
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5. grow out my hair again
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6. understand fully the concept of intermediate algebra
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7. never have to chop cotton or pick strawberries for my living
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8. never be forced to have breast reduction surgery
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9. never have to wake up alone again
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10. direct a quality pornographic film
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11. Ride a train from St. Louis to New Orleans
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12. build a model railroad
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13. dip snuff without bad breath or indegestion
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14. save someones life
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15. own all the episodes of Hee Haw on DVD
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16. sing harmoy with Patty Loveless
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17. make love with Nora Lee Pitts
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18. find the pocket knife I lost in 1974
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19. Get back with my ex
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20. judge 84 wet t shirt contest
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21. own a strip club
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22. smoke cigarettes while showering
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23. spank young girls on the behind for fun
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24. volunteer for a crisis/counseling hotline
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25. Heal my back
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26. make people smile
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27. become a writer
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28. love and be loved
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29. not go to jail
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30. have sex in a car
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31. find my soulmate
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32. Realize what hurts me
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33. Get a tattoo
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34. Kiss in the rain
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35. win a spelling bee
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36. look good in a thong
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37. be an expert pubic hair trimmer
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38. stay clean with out having to shower
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39. Meet a Redheaded Transvestite
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40. never again break down & cry & act the way i did when joe and i broke up.. i am better than that...and better off without that cheating liar.
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41. Stop eating and start doing meth
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42. Make Love with someone while we are fully clothed
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43. stop being alone
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Recent entries
This is the most fundamental human need
4 years ago
I have found that in my experiences that this concept is rarely fair. Every couple you see experiences feelings of more burden on one side or the other. I am still looking for the balace that fits me he best, that balance is rarley ever 50/50 nor do I think it should be.
You can feel alone in a crowded room. One thing that I do is ask God daily in my prayers that if I am not to recieve a companiion at this time, then if he would please bless me with a peace that will stop the pain that lonleness provides. I think my attitude toward acieving peace while being alone through God is helping me to feel better. Also I ask God to give me the physical strenth to keep very busy. Good luck and happy prayers all of you.



