I'm doing 12 things
how f**king lonely it is to be selfish, especially when one’s aware of it…
Jesaca's Life List
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1. photograph the world
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2. Learn to be alone without feeling lonely
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3. Take more pictures
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4. Kiss in the rain
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5. wink creepily whenever possible
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6. be Harry Potter
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7. be a world traveler
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8. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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9. learn to love and be loved
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10. Start working out again. And keep working out.
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11. be more punctual
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12. be unselfish
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Recent entries
when I was quitting, the addiction behaved like random ants crawling under my skin, something I can feel but never locate.
oh and my right hand no longer smells like stale cigarettes!
It has been a month! I slipped up a few times but I’ve always faithfully returned to the gum and now NOT smoking is becoming the norm.
Ahh… it’s not over. The hardest thing now is my craving for the ACT of smoking. putting it to my lips, that flicker of light within my palm, the first drag… sigh. I feel my body responding, even as I type this.
I won’t go back, I am sure. suffered too much pain and discomfort to go back now. my pride is also at stake…
