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we’ve been dating online for four years, lots of up and down we’ve been passing through but now getting married to him is really all I want and it will be done!

I’ve lost 30 pounds and only 16 left to reach my goal so I will do it!

So we’ve gone into a rollercoaster.
I decided finally to start my two month contact the day I woke him up and asked him to come online, there I fought with him, I show my anger and I show how much I’m frustrated of him and his reaction was cold , humiliating and sarcastic.

We talked later that day and instead of him apologizing he made me feel like “I’m ok with your anger sweety, after all girls need to be taken care of like cars”

And here I knew that enough is enough, I did try no contact for thousands time. the problem is that he works with me at the same place and he always does the chase thing to get me over again.

I dont want to get over him when its too late..when he shifts forward (he already is thousands mile over it) and I’m still at the same place dwelling into the dream of “if I was better we could have worked it out”

I’m in my third day, and so far its working perfectly ^^

I’m praying that at the end of this 60 days I will be over him