blacklilith




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  1. 1. learn to be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
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  2. 2. move on
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  3. 3. have a daily routine of meditation, sports, drawing, reading and writing
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  4. 4. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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  5. 5. finish writing my book
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  6. 6. stop freaking out about things I can't control
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  7. 7. be assertive with what I want and not be afraid to say it
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  8. 8. focus on what really matters
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  9. 9. practice yoga regularly
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  10. 10. live right here, right now, like THIS IS IT
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  11. 11. do all the crazy fun stuff I've dreamed of doing for ages
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  12. 12. stop waiting
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  13. 13. express my feelings and opinions freely
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  14. 14. be more grateful
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  15. 15. stand up against oppression, racism, homophobia or any kind of discrimination
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  16. 16. Improve my posture
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  17. 17. fly in a hot air balloon
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  18. 18. I want to fall so deeply in love that neither of us could ever fall out of it
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  19. 19. start a foundation
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  20. 20. learn how to dance: cha-cha, tango, salsa, mambo, hip-hop ...
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  21. 21. have my greenhouse for growing flowers, vegetables and fruits
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  22. 22. visit Vienna, Amsterdam and Berlin
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  23. 23. Make a list of all the films I've watched recently and keep it growing
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  24. 24. be more social
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  25. 25. read, read, and read some more
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  26. 26. stop smoking
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  27. 27. create a team of 43 crazy cat lovers
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  28. 28. every week do something I am afraid of
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  29. 29. make 2007 my best year yet
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  30. 30. go to an opera
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  31. 31. buy a wok and cook more healthy meals
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  32. 32. find new friends
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  33. 33. not be depressed or sad for celebrating my 33rd birthday
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Recent entries
end my bad, long distance relationship (read all 2 entries…)
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I am doing my best. I am trying not to answer his mails. I have failed this week, cause I have answered two of them. Now I simply don’t read them. It’s easier. I know he’s ok, he’s going out a lot with his friends. He’s the kind of guy that doesn’t really thing too much about things.
I am on my way to be free and happy.



have a daily routine of meditation, sports, drawing, reading and writing
Changing

I have to change my life and I know that it’s only up to me to do it. I teach in a rural area. I had to rent a house nearby. There’s nothing there. A small cafĂ© mainly for old people and a tiny grocer’s. I am used to the city life. So sometimes i feel I am going to be mad with all that. My happiness depends on me. So I am going to change my life: this week I am going to join in a local gym (10 or 15 km from where I live).



move on
Now

Stop thinking about him. Stop thinking I was the guilty one. Stop being abused by his words and his attitudes. I prefer being alone than having such a bad relationship. Yes, there was the “click”, but guess what? maybe that’s not the most important. What really maters is communication, respect, empathy, dialogue and friendship. I had none of these.



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