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blacklilith




I'm doing 33 things
  

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  2. 1. learn to be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
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  3. 2. move on
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  4. 3. have a daily routine of meditation, sports, drawing, reading and writing
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  5. 4. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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  6. 5. finish writing my book
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  7. 6. stop freaking out about things I can't control
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  8. 7. be assertive with what I want and not be afraid to say it
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  9. 8. focus on what really matters
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  10. 9. practice yoga regularly
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  11. 10. live right here, right now, like THIS IS IT
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  12. 11. do all the crazy fun stuff I've dreamed of doing for ages
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  13. 12. stop waiting
    36 cheers     		47 people
  14. 13. express my feelings and opinions freely
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  15. 14. be more grateful
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  16. 15. stand up against oppression, racism, homophobia or any kind of discrimination
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  17. 16. Improve my posture
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  18. 17. fly in a hot air balloon
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  19. 18. I want to fall so deeply in love that neither of us could ever fall out of it
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  20. 19. start a foundation
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  21. 20. learn how to dance: cha-cha, tango, salsa, mambo, hip-hop ...
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  22. 21. have my greenhouse for growing flowers, vegetables and fruits
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  23. 22. visit Vienna, Amsterdam and Berlin
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  24. 23. Make a list of all the films I've watched recently and keep it growing
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  25. 24. be more social
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  26. 25. read, read, and read some more
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  27. 26. stop smoking
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  28. 27. create a team of 43 crazy cat lovers
    6 team members . 1 entry . 9 cheers     		25 people
  29. 28. every week do something I am afraid of
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  30. 29. make 2007 my best year yet
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  31. 30. go to an opera
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  32. 31. buy a wok and cook more healthy meals
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  33. 32. find new friends
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  34. 33. not be depressed or sad for celebrating my 33rd birthday
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Recent entries
end my bad, long distance relationship (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 21 months ago

I am doing my best. I am trying not to answer his mails. I have failed this week, cause I have answered two of them. Now I simply don’t read them. It’s easier. I know he’s ok, he’s going out a lot with his friends. He’s the kind of guy that doesn’t really thing too much about things.
I am on my way to be free and happy.

Sep 30, 2007, 11:56AM PDT | 5 cheers | 1 comment


have a daily routine of meditation, sports, drawing, reading and writing
Changing 21 months ago

I have to change my life and I know that it’s only up to me to do it. I teach in a rural area. I had to rent a house nearby. There’s nothing there. A small café mainly for old people and a tiny grocer’s. I am used to the city life. So sometimes i feel I am going to be mad with all that. My happiness depends on me. So I am going to change my life: this week I am going to join in a local gym (10 or 15 km from where I live).

Sep 23, 2007, 05:59AM PDT | 3 cheers | 1 comment


move on
Now 22 months ago

Stop thinking about him. Stop thinking I was the guilty one. Stop being abused by his words and his attitudes. I prefer being alone than having such a bad relationship. Yes, there was the “click”, but guess what? maybe that’s not the most important. What really maters is communication, respect, empathy, dialogue and friendship. I had none of these.

Sep 15, 2007, 11:56AM PDT | 11 cheers | 2 comments


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travel the world learn how to beat box lose some weight stay single learn english make a pinhole camera get a tatto lose 50 pounds fast stop being jealous Mike wants to identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money) learn to walk on my hands learn to play the harmonica see Paris love someone Caroline wants to Clean out my closet. get in shape passion get people to read my blog Be an extra in a movie identify my 100 favourite songs (in no order) Get over my first love get famous go to photography school learn to bartend study hard do another vipassana retreat duccia wants to exercise regularly take responsibility
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