blazingnomad

Nothing much really. Just on the verge of burn out. I’d to just leave for a while and go somewhere where it is just me and no one else. Its just that I have so many duties and responsibilities and have so many people counting on me. All of them need me to lean on.

Just once, I wish I could run away from it all. I had to submerge myself in a lot of work and sometimes I have to be someone I’m not just to get things done.

I miss being me so much.

I’d like to do a space walk. Walk weightless in outerspace. Not because I haven’t done it before but because I’ve always wondered how the stars would look without all those clouds and dust. Walking out of a space shuttle would mean I could lie on my back and look at the stars. Would they look bigger? Would the entire sky look bright because of all those tiny stars we can’t see down here? Would the stars be unblinking? I’d like to look at a sky of stars so clear it make you forget who you are. Maybe, I’d get a glimpse of heaven.

THEN, I’d turn around at look at our planet. How would it look like from up there? I’ve heard it’s a shade of blue so beautiful no one could describe it. Like in the lyrics of a song I heard, up there you don’t see the war, the hunger, and the pain.

I’d remember how the stars and the planet would look and carry the memory with me always especially for those times when I’d feel all alone and crushed by my problems.

Blue earth and the shining stars.

I’ve always wondered about supermodels. We can lump actresses with them, if you want. You have that perfect face and body, that confidence, and that knowledge they have that they are beautiful. But that’s not why I’d like to date one.

I’ve always wondered about what they thought and how they felt about things. Does the face match the person within?

But then again, I’ve always liked talking to beautiful women. More so if they’re engaging and interesting to talk to. So… Dinner, conversation, soft music, and a beautiful woman. Hmmm. Call me a hedonist but I could really go for those things.