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experience ego death
Hard, but good I think? 2 years ago

Be careful that you don’t linger too long at the barrier between constructed egoisms while expanding consciousness. It can be very scary to deconstruct, and some level of reconstruction afterwards is necessary for practical function. I spent about a week in a daze after experiencing what I would definitely call ego death while using LSD. The feeling of utter neutrality and simultaneous understanding to this extreme is extremely atypical to human experience.

Potentially unhelpful stuff: alienating, sense of loss, difficulty with reconstruction, possible consensus-reality functional impairment, “external” stimuli become just a soft blip on the psychological radar (can lead to bodily neglect if responsibility isn’t taken)

General/ good stuff: peace, understanding, sense of relief, “reality check”




 

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