blondbellis

I dont think i can do it because i got a big study loan but i hope to pay of as much as possible

i dont do good at small talking because…
1. people often talk about things that i dont know nothing about like sport, even though i think i know a little about most things
2. some people with small children talk about them a lot and i dont have any
3. People often talk about people i dont know and things they have done together when I wasent there, even when i try to say “Who is she/he” they would say something like “it someone you dont know” and keep on talking about people i dont know
4.I cant be funny or tell jokes and theirfor i dont do good in light conversation, i do better in serious conversation about a specific topic.

5. people often talk about their relationship or who they are attracted to, I dont have much action in my love life and even when i do its to private to talk about.
6. people often gossip/talk bad about others i dont buy in to that.
7.because I know people gossip i tend to think before i talk because if i say something weird its gonna be me next time
8. people dont listen to me in a crowd they interupt or keep talking when i have something i am trying to say.
I dont think i am shy, i wont to improve this cause many people have a problem with me being quiet and because its hard to get to know people.

I am very pikish when it comes to finding a partner, I dont think the once in my town are atractive, and once I finally see someone i like they are taken. I know I havend tried hard because I dident care enough, i think i should leave town to find it.