I'm doing 43 things
well…im ur tipical teenage girl who does the normal stuff….im SICK of the normal stuff…i wanna be the girl tht ppl walk and point at and say yea thts her…ive never been the kind of person to just go out and do somethign random bc i hate being rejected or let down.
blondeguardgrl09's Life List
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1. Believe that I'm just as good as everyone else
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2. overcome my fears
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3. Make my parents proud
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4. feel beautiful
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5. change someone's life
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6. feel sexy
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7. kiss him, really kiss him
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8. love my body
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9. see the northern lights
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10. look into his eyes and see everything that i need
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11. save someones life
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12. Be unpredictable
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13. make him happy
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14. see him smile
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15. experience a miracle
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16. Kiss in the rain
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17. get a tatoo
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18. capture the moment better
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19. dance in the moonlight
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20. learn to tie a bow tie
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21. be a better girlfriend
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22. Find my purpose in life
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23. tell him how i really feel
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24. learn how to play poker
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25. do things for him because i want to...not because i have to
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26. get over him
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27. love him forever
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28. be more understanding
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29. sit under a waterfall
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30. be the best person in colorguard
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31. tell people what i really think
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32. dance again
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33. forgive and forget
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34. learn what makes him tick
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35. Not turn into my mother
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36. tell it like i mean it
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37. take aa aerobic pole dance/ striptease class
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38. just be me and let that be ok
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39. sleep in the sunshine
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40. lay under the stars with the love of my life
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41. prove that he loves me
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42. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
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43. learn how to play halo
6 people
Recent entries
just bc he tells u he loves doesnt mean he does and we all know tht…and even tho i trust wat he says and to be honest he could tell me the world is flat and i would say…really?...pitiful…i know…and he does look at me i ntht way tht u should just know…but is there ne way to know for sure?
i have been friends with my boyfriend since i was in the 7th grade and we started going out almost 3 months ago…most ppl say tht dating ur best friend isnt good but when u fall in love like i did its so worth it…i had liked him all school year and i knew tht he liked me 2…but i didnt say ne thing then 2nd semester he sat with me and my friends at lunch so i liked him even more…we flirted forever but no one said ne thing but now i wish i had bc he came into lunch 1 day and told us tht he got laid a couple days ago…and being friends u get kinda indepth 2…this broke my heart so much…and i felt like i could have prevented it…like it my fault…but then we started goin out and tht is when i realized tht he meant the world to me…but i also realized tht as i was waiting to have sex i would be recieving less than him…it heart me tht he could have my whole heart…and really he already did…but i couldnt have his at leats not entirely…i slowly started to accept the fact tht i couldnt do ne thing bout this…then one nite he lied to me bout her and i have never honestly hated ne one until her…my heart had broken and i couldnt fix it…she really was a crack whore…or so i thot and til i found out tonite tht not only was she his first but he was her first…and this made me feel like he was goin around takin ppls virginity tho i new this was not the case…but…their break up was quite sticky…they were separated 4 2 weeks and while they were having sex she told him tht she had screwed 8 different guys in the last 2 weeks tht was when he decided she needed to go…and i no he loves me…i can c it in his eyes…and maybe this seems shallow but i no tht virginity is the greatest gift u have but 4 the rest of my life im never goin to get tht gift but he will have…twice…i cant descride the pain i go thro every day…i just want to let go of it…but i just cant…help…please?
