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1. Believe that I'm just as good as everyone else
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2. overcome my fears
1 entry . 1 cheer 274 people
3. Make my parents proud
1,457 people
4. feel beautiful
1 cheer 2,057 people
5. change someone's life
1,313 people
6. feel sexy
1 cheer 153 people
7. kiss him, really kiss him
7 people
8. love my body
1 cheer 1,093 people
9. see the northern lights
16,901 people
10. look into his eyes and see everything that i need
1 person
11. save someones life
982 people
12. Be unpredictable
1 entry 46 people
13. make him happy
61 people
14. see him smile
1 person
15. experience a miracle
39 people
16. Kiss in the rain
14,574 people
17. get a tatoo
1,784 people
18. capture the moment better
7 people
19. dance in the moonlight
1 cheer 221 people
20. learn to tie a bow tie
1 cheer 15 people
21. be a better girlfriend
645 people
22. Find my purpose in life
846 people
23. tell him how i really feel
55 people
24. learn how to play poker
134 people
25. do things for him because i want to...not because i have to
1 person
26. get over him
1,317 people
27. love him forever
18 people
28. be more understanding
179 people
29. sit under a waterfall
13 people
30. be the best person in colorguard
2 people
31. tell people what i really think
1 cheer 90 people
32. dance again
121 people
33. forgive and forget
553 people
34. learn what makes him tick
1 person
35. Not turn into my mother
1 entry 19 people
36. tell it like i mean it
1 person
37. take aa aerobic pole dance/ striptease class
1 person
38. just be me and let that be ok
1 person
39. sleep in the sunshine
1 person
40. lay under the stars with the love of my life
13 people
41. prove that he loves me
1 entry 1 person
42. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
1 entry 476 people
43. learn how to play halo
5 people

Recent entries

Untitled 3 years ago

well…im ur tipical teenage girl who does the normal stuff….im SICK of the normal stuff…i wanna be the girl tht ppl walk and point at and say yea thts her…ive never been the kind of person to just go out and do somethign random bc i hate being rejected or let down.

Aug 22, 2006, 11:57AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments

prove that he loves me

hmmm... 3 years ago

just bc he tells u he loves doesnt mean he does and we all know tht…and even tho i trust wat he says and to be honest he could tell me the world is flat and i would say…really?...pitiful…i know…and he does look at me i ntht way tht u should just know…but is there ne way to know for sure?

Aug 22, 2006, 11:54AM PDT | 0 comments

Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...

accept the things i cant change 3 years ago

i have been friends with my boyfriend since i was in the 7th grade and we started going out almost 3 months ago…most ppl say tht dating ur best friend isnt good but when u fall in love like i did its so worth it…i had liked him all school year and i knew tht he liked me 2…but i didnt say ne thing then 2nd semester he sat with me and my friends at lunch so i liked him even more…we flirted forever but no one said ne thing but now i wish i had bc he came into lunch 1 day and told us tht he got laid a couple days ago…and being friends u get kinda indepth 2…this broke my heart so much…and i felt like i could have prevented it…like it my fault…but then we started goin out and tht is when i realized tht he meant the world to me…but i also realized tht as i was waiting to have sex i would be recieving less than him…it heart me tht he could have my whole heart…and really he already did…but i couldnt have his at leats not entirely…i slowly started to accept the fact tht i couldnt do ne thing bout this…then one nite he lied to me bout her and i have never honestly hated ne one until her…my heart had broken and i couldnt fix it…she really was a crack whore…or so i thot and til i found out tonite tht not only was she his first but he was her first…and this made me feel like he was goin around takin ppls virginity tho i new this was not the case…but…their break up was quite sticky…they were separated 4 2 weeks and while they were having sex she told him tht she had screwed 8 different guys in the last 2 weeks tht was when he decided she needed to go…and i no he loves me…i can c it in his eyes…and maybe this seems shallow but i no tht virginity is the greatest gift u have but 4 the rest of my life im never goin to get tht gift but he will have…twice…i cant descride the pain i go thro every day…i just want to let go of it…but i just cant…help…please?

Aug 21, 2006, 05:43PM PDT | 14 comments

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