is trying to keep her head up but a broken heart holds it down

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blondie513's Life List

  1. 1. actually do all the things on my list
    42 people
  2. 2. stop pretending I'm happy and actually be happy
    1 person
  3. 3. lose the weight i need to lose and keep it off
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    515 people
  4. 4. get married, stay married, and live happily ever after
    1,901 people
  5. 5. get corrective eye surgery or lasik
    1,075 people
  6. 6. live in london
    1,469 people
  7. 7. get my tongue pierced.
    658 people
  8. 8. be a forensic scientist
    29 people
  9. 9. stop procrastinating
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  10. 10. Take more pictures
    15,335 people
  11. 11. backpack through Europe
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  12. 12. not have kids
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  13. 13. find my biological parents
    1,102 people
  14. 14. Start a book of quotes that mean something to me
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    110 people
  15. 15. stop grinding my teeth
    76 people
  16. 16. Learn to cook
    10,141 people
  17. 17. stop being lazy
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    2,072 people
  18. 18. have my own place
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    232 people
  19. 19. fall asleep outside watching the stars with someone i care about
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  20. 20. get a puppy
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    1,364 people
  21. 21. get a husky dog
    18 people
  22. 22. lower my blood pressure
    143 people
  23. 23. learn photoshop
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  24. 24. Go on a road trip
    3,818 people
  25. 25. Become a Victoria's Secret Model
    867 people
  26. 26. learn to skateboard
    1,568 people
  27. 27. get rid of all my clutter
    1,111 people
  28. 28. Have sex eight times in one day
    196 people
  29. 29. Be an extra in a movie
    1,546 people
  30. 30. see the northern lights
    19,132 people
  31. 31. Go to a rave
    552 people
  32. 32. go to a nude beach
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  33. 33. get pink highlights on my hair
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    25 people
  34. 34. graduate from college
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  35. 35. find a job that doesn't feel like a job
    231 people
  36. 36. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
    714 people
  37. 37. study abroad
    2,529 people
  38. 38. party at the Playboy Mansion
    32 people
  39. 39. Read more
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  40. 40. Rip my entire CD collection
    132 people
  41. 41. move out of my parents' house for good
    11 people
  42. 42. help my boyfriend file for a divorce
    2 people
Recent entries
Get a tattoo

Got my first tattoo in December of 07 and I love it. It is the outline of a heart on my right hip. I can’t wait to get another.

My suggestions for anyone who wants to get a tattoo and it will be their first one (even for those who have one already and want another):
1) get something that won’t go out of fashion (do NOT get a band name or brand name or something)
2) get something that can be easily hidden in case you get a job that doesn’t allow them or in case you get sick of it (get something small and in a hidden spot)
3) go to a well respected, clean tattoo studio and artist (don’t compromise your safety or health for a cheaper price or them not checking for ID – which leads to number 4 and 5)
4) save up your money for it, do NOT cut out things you NEED to pay for (i.e. food, medicine, transportation to work, electricity, etc.)
5) wait until you are at least 18 – or whatever age you legally can get one in your country/province
6) if possible, get a temporary tattoo or airbrush tattoo done of it or something similar to be sure you’ll like it
7) do NOT get one while under the influence of drugs or alcohol

I think that is all the tips I have. Good luck! :)

Stop cutting

I did this on and off for about 3 or 4 years. I didn’t care when people saw the cuts either. It really scared a lot of people I loved. Once I saw how much it hurt my friends when I cut, I stopped. I haven’t done it in a few years and am really happy I haven’t. :)

lose the weight i need to lose and keep it off

I have a kidney disease (FSGS) and high blood pressure. I really need to lose weight in order to get some of that under control. If anyone has any tips, let me know. Also, I’m living in a college dorm and so eating healthy is very difficult.


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