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bluebyrd




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bluebyrd's Life List

  1. 1. get over him
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  2. 2. be OK next year this time
    3 entries . 10 cheers     		1 person
  3. 3. revisit PURIM
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  4. 4. detox
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  5. 5. be dignified, gentle and graceful
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  6. 6. finish decorating the house
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  7. 7. write an article for my local newspaper
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  8. 8. I've had enough of...
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  9. 9. learn to cook well
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  10. 10. smile with my eyes, talk with my hands, have a relaxed body posture
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  11. 11. find my faith again
    4 entries . 11 cheers     		28 people
  12. 12. end negative internal dialogue
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  13. 13. spend time in Israel
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  14. 14. stop judging things as 'good' or 'bad'
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  15. 15. find myself, know myself, and then be myself
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  16. 16. do more stargazing
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  17. 17. be more engaging
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  18. 18. Challenge all 43ers to light a candle to help STOP child pornography at www.lightamillioncandles.com
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  19. 19. do one job daily that I've been procrastinating
    5 entries . 2 cheers     		1 person
  20. 20. journal every day
    6 entries . 6 cheers     		42 people
  21. 21. get journals and children's scrapbooks up-to-date
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  22. 22. finish my counselling course
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  23. 23. make a list of my 'happy places' and visit frequently
    3 entries . 4 cheers     		1 person
  24. 24. why I love rugby
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  25. 25. post 43 pictures of where I live
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  26. 26. Start a Buddy Check 12 team here on 43things, in support of Breast Cancer Awareness. Do your self-exam the 12th of every month.
    243 team members . 1 entry . 1 cheer     		217 people
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be OK next year this time (read all 3 entries…)
I am afraid 5 months ago

that I will never be really OK again. Always striving, always chasing my tail.

When Humpty Dumpty fell, no-one could put him back together again. Some people just stay broken.

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Start a Buddy Check 12 team here on 43things, in support of Breast Cancer awareness. Do your self-exam the 12th of every month.
This is an amazing coincidence. 5 months ago

Just yesterday I was thinking that its been 7 years since I last did a self-exam. And then this invitation came today.

Seven years and 4 children later my breasts aren’t what they used to be… I guess I should get reaquainted with them.

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find my faith again (read all 4 entries…)
Oh boy. 5 months ago

This is a hard one. To feel when you haven’t felt for such a long time. How do you open a closed flower?

Voices in my head tell me God has finished with me. Nights when I’m exhausted and sitting up with the baby, round and round my head it goes… “he gives rest to those he loves”. I’m being tormented.

I hope one day to be able to call him “Father” and to feel and have all that comes with that.

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