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blueneurosis




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  2. 1. get a job
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  3. 2. start sleeping more
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  4. 3. produce another short film
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  5. 4. smile and mean it
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  6. 5. cook more
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  7. 6. learn to draw
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  8. 7. stop being amoral
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  9. 8. go to burningman
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  10. 9. Be more open
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  11. 10. travel more
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  12. 11. Make new friends
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  13. 12. Learn another language
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  14. 13. Be a better friend
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  15. 14. get in shape
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  16. 15. Become Financially Independent
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  17. 16. Take more pictures
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get a job (read all 2 entries…)
Chemical Burn sensation 4 years ago

It seems like the jobs I am qualified for have two strikes against them. First, there’s the jobs in porn post-production and sketchy cash-only outfits like, and I am not making this up, World’s Wildest Streetfights. Then there is the location. Had I swallowed whatever chalky remains of pride I had, these gigs cannot even cover the travel expenses. I had to turn down one PA gig as they needed me to fly in just for the interview. This was for a freelance, possible PA position (meaning: they could hire me and never have a need for me so no cash).

Feb 23, 2005, 11:29PM PST | 0 comments


learn to draw
Face exercises 4 years ago

I can’t draw a circle. I can’t draw a bleeping circle. I’m the kid who had problems with stick figures, so I am a teeny bit frustrated at the moment.

Feb 23, 2005, 11:19PM PST | 3 comments


get in shape
Well, that was fun... 4 years ago

Ugh. Did well for about a week on a low impact routine, only to fall off. Not sure if it is depression, malnurishment, or a completely shattered sleep cycle. So, I’ll try to isolate the symptoms so I am depressed one week, nodding off another week, and fighting hunger pangs in the final week, all the while attempting to keep up the routine.

Feb 23, 2005, 11:11PM PST | 0 comments


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get a job get more organized see the Strokes in concert do a 5-day cleansing fast Build a mechquest trainer Master the Bass trust someone aplum1 wants to exercise every day care more about my appearance volunteer in South America go to more concerts Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them. Have fun Take more pictures be a freelance journalist be more social train my dog be more zen dont' worry Niel wants to go camping meet someone from another country swim in the ocean Learn Portuguese edit all my video footage come out of the closet Get more people to travel to Africa Watch all 24 episodes of Ayashi No Ceres
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