bluephoenix28

I am a very unique person as are we all. From the time I was born however I have hidden who I am. I knew those around me would never approve so I just pushed who I was and am down. The problem is who I am is to strong to stay down. I have started to let the people around me know a little bit of who I am and as I predicted…..those I care about don’t approve. It isn’t like it is major stuff. For instance….Here is some of the things I have kept hidden:
)I am not religious but EVERYONE including my husband is very much baptist.
)I am environmental. My family calls me a hippy or a tree hugger
)I am bisexual….have been since I was about 12 but you can refer back to the whole religious thing for that one. On the bright side my husband doesn’t mind when I choose hooters to eat at. My husband is extremely homophobic too so this is something I haven’t told him about.
)I like funky clothes but my husband says I am too old to dress the way I like. I am 28 and when I wear what I like I look like I am going through midlife but it is just that I never got a chance to when I was little so…..
So that is just a little I guess. I dunno.

this is one of my goals. it is small but so far i haven’t achieved anything so maybe it will be a start. maybe it will motivate me to cross more off my list.
It is a tower only about 20 feet high with a rope swing that you grab on to. I have done more daring stuff but that was a long time ago. it seems the older I get the wimpier i get.