I am a very unique person as are we all. From the time I was born however I have hidden who I am. I knew those around me would never approve so I just pushed who I was and am down. The problem is who I am is to strong to stay down. I have started to let the people around me know a little bit of who I am and as I predicted…..those I care about don’t approve. It isn’t like it is major stuff. For instance….Here is some of the things I have kept hidden:
)I am not religious but EVERYONE including my husband is very much baptist.
)I am environmental. My family calls me a hippy or a tree hugger
)I am bisexual….have been since I was about 12 but you can refer back to the whole religious thing for that one. On the bright side my husband doesn’t mind when I choose hooters to eat at. My husband is extremely homophobic too so this is something I haven’t told him about.
)I like funky clothes but my husband says I am too old to dress the way I like. I am 28 and when I wear what I like I look like I am going through midlife but it is just that I never got a chance to when I was little so…..
So that is just a little I guess. I dunno.
bluephoenix28's Life List
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1. ask more why's and find the answers
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2. make more me time
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3. make more time for my family
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4. write an article for national geographic
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5. swim with sharks
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6. face my fears and take more risks
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7. get pilot's license
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8. get my scuba license
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9. jump off the tower
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10. lose 40 pounds
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11. be greener
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12. be healthier
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13. teach my eight year old piano
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14. go skydiving
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15. go to California with my friend
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16. travel out of the country
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17. stop existing and start living
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18. stop being afraid to be myself
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2 years ago
small start
2 years ago
this is one of my goals. it is small but so far i haven’t achieved anything so maybe it will be a start. maybe it will motivate me to cross more off my list.
It is a tower only about 20 feet high with a rope swing that you grab on to. I have done more daring stuff but that was a long time ago. it seems the older I get the wimpier i get.
