I have been depressed since forever.I am 14 and i have had enough.As soon as I am able to I am going to leave this place and all the people and influences who are hurting me and never look back.I have therapists but honestly,I might as well not have them.I can’t wait to break free and make something of my life.I want to live.I’ve been waiting 14 years,I think I deserve my chance now.
bluesparklemushroom's Life List
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1. BE LOVED
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2. watch Watership Down and Donny Darko...how to spell it?..
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3. Cambridge all the way!
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4. change lives FANTAZMICALLY!
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5. be Poet Laureate..hell yeah!i <3 me sum POETRIES!
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6. hmm
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7. marriage/love/baby and all that shennanigans
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8. to be a specialist in something
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9. to heal from the karaoke
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10. to be called beautiful by someone reliant
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11. to run away from the badnesses
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12. to be espionage-y
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13. to be a youtube star
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14. write a masterpiece and become a billionairess
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15. write a book
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16. kiss someone someday
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17. find out what my blood type is
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18. get the guy i need
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19. get rid of depression
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How I did it
How I did it: I bought some black hair dye from Superdrug on my way home,I locked myself in the bathroom a few days later and dyed it as best as I could,which turned out to be not very well at all,so I got my mum to help me re-do it.It was permanent and it's growing out now but tbh I should've gone to a hairdresser!:S but I'm still glad I did it.hmm Read how I did it…
Recent entries
:D
2 months ago
black hairrrrrrrr
6 months ago
i will dye it soon!
an awesome colour!
mine’s blonde,but i wanna change it now!
yayayay!
xx
yeh
u heard/read me!
i want to be a super dooper trooper!
i wanna help everyone!
i cant think of a better way to do this than write an awesome book
which inspires all to love one another
i have done this
and will soon publish it
SO READ IT AND BE FULFILLED!
XXXfeel the love guys—tis all around!



