well… i’m almost 19. still waiting. my two best friends have boyfriends. and here i am. still single. it sucks, i wwant someone i can pour my heart out to. to kiss constantly whenever. to be madly achy, crazy, deeply, in love. i want it to hurt, that kind of love. that means so much. gosh, i already ache for that. and id be so good to him. and i know he;s out there. a mountainess man… my patience is wearing thin.
blueyedreamer's Life List
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1. travel and explore
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2. write and publish a book
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3. see all that is beautiful in the world
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4. do what makes me happy
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5. sleep under a tin roof in the rain
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6. live life to it's fullest
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7. Take more pictures
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8. get a one way ticket to australia or new zealand
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9. embrace the moment and cherish it
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10. own a coffee shop botique
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11. read more
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12. feel free
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13. design t-shirts!
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14. stay a virgin until im married
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15. Publish a song
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16. learn to play all the beatle songs on the piano
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17. become addicted to exercise
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18. make a music video with family clips and music on my computer
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19. be more motivated
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20. balance my life
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21. have self discipline
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22. get a 6 pack
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23. kiss in the pouring rain
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24. become a better christian
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25. go to a real fashion show
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26. know more about politics
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27. put god above all else
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28. have patience
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29. find an awesome guy
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How I did it
How I did it: well i'd always had this dream scent i wanted. however i am cheap and didnt really spend that much time looking into that dream smell. i'd browse the perfume counter but i never found what i was looking for...until my friend who was a guy accidently bought the girl version of the kenneth cole "black" and gave it to me. it was exactly what i was searching for! Read how I did it…
How I did it: turned 18....felt very alive. went with my instincts. i really just listened to what i wanted to do. i allowed myself to go after and feel those certain feelings and let them control my whole being. Read how I did it…
