I have not decided wether that means to burn everything I possibly can, or t help people to live better lives. In a fash, I go from heping anyoneI can, to stomping them into the ground. Am I good wth evil toughts, or evil with a good mask? What am I more of? Maybe I have balance. Maybe I am so evil, I feel guilty to the point I made a good version of me to make up for the evil. Maybe means honestly I do not know a damn thing.
bobbeasley's Life List
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1. help the world to be a warmer place
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2. to learn what's worth fighting for
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3. be happy
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4. do something that scares me
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5. find peace
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6. Pick a theme song for myself
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7. find a wild, secluded place
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8. write a serial-killer story
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9. write a truly creepy horror story
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10. get in a real fight
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11. find joy
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12. be self-sufficient
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13. Obtain Wealth
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14. Learn to be steady
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15. become a sword master
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16. get over my fear of sharks
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17. get over my fear of water
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18. be a hero
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19. bring joy to others
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20. travel to Alaska
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21. walk an entire mountain range
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22. live on a deserted tropical beach
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23. make a knife
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24. go spear fishing
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25. use my samurai sword in a fight
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26. fight a pack of wolves
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27. catch and eat a snake with a stick
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28. do something unequivocal
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29. write a masterpiece
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30. escape the everyday life
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31. cure my acne
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32. raid a birds nest
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33. find a deserted island
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34. write an extremely hardcore death metal song
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35. paddle down a river
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36. climb a mountainside
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37. hunt a bear without a ranged weapon
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38. burn my money
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39. find someone who I wont be empty around
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40. find peace within myself
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41. live in the wild
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