I am wasting time, and this may be is my greatest nemesis from inside. When I suddenly confront obstacle I freeze and (or just “lazy”ing it out in contemplation if its not threatening me :/ ).
In my work, currently, I am stuck on a project that is beyond my abilities to comprehend it fully and calmly.
I started wasting time reading the code of it. Got even more sick, since its a big mess of windows api-like code with no documentation (or “embedded” documentation in the beginning of the source files) and so on.
I am unable to ask the “smart” questions to the right ppl because they (questions) doesn’t come to me… May I’m more dumber than i thought… Touche… heh
May 13, 2008, 06:42AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Love is like the fine malt of a good Whiskey or the bitter taste of ‘Shnaps’ ... poisons the mind, clouding the reason and sometimes leave bad stitches on the clock we all have… the heart.
(and it has its representation in our brainz activity for some time.) :-)
May 13, 2008, 03:45AM PDT | 0 comments
Organization
19 months ago
I really have to get more organized if I want to accomplish my goals in life and in job. I am taking baby steps towards this goal, because in my nature I act pretty randomly on tasks. And sometimes these tasks get hard. This is a weakness I always cover with excuses and has to stop. I am not a teenager anymore.
May 12, 2008, 10:01PM PDT | 0 comments