So I quit like last September but the last month or so I convinced myself that it was okay to only smoke at work. So I’m secretly smoking, but only part-time! Arg! At first I was only bumming cigarettes but now I’ve bought a few packs and I hate it! I just miss it soo much!
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Samantha's Life List
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1. get a massage
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2. grow my own herbs
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3. move to Wyoming
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4. buy a horse
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5. finish my degree
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6. start my own business
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7. visit San Francisco
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8. have kids
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9. get out of debt
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10. be more punctual
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11. get out of the Army
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12. write a book
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13. stop buying things i dont need.
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14. learn to paint
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15. Save money
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16. visit Europe
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17. Learn to sew my own clothes!
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18. stop chewing the inside of my mouth
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19. homestead
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20. get more tattoos
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Recent entries
i'm regressing.
21 months ago
not going well.
21 months ago
I think it’s definitely some sort of stress or anxiety induced thing for me. Sometimes I don’t even realize I’m doing it, and if I do I just cannot stop! I’ll make myself bleed a lot of times too from biting too much. My boyfriend hates it and every time he notices me doing it he says, “I love your mouth so stop eating it.” But I sort-of quit smoking so now what do I do??
moving!
21 months ago
We’re moving to Laramie in two months. I’m getting pretty excited. It’s true that I only drove through Wyoming once and that was through the north-eastern edge (Sheridan area) but we’ve done a lot of research and it looks like a good place for us. I got accepted to the school and have already received some job offers! Yay!
