bottled

i just think it would be nice to be able to play a musical instrument and am not hollywood style passionate about learning the keyboard. so this might be whats keeping me from actually learning the stuff. but i ve bought an expensive keyboard and better start learning and not just dust it every now and then.
looking to gain inspiration from all the people here and hope to inspire others in the future. plz cheer me on :)

Hi all,

most of the time i think about myself and put my convenience over other’s. this is compounded by my nature of treating ppl i dont like so much for watever reason differently (mostly ignore them). people i do like v much, i feel jealous when they make an effort to do something for others. i do have friends an all, but at times i do wonder if i have any real friends who would actually do something for me :(
time i changed and became a better person. do help me sharing ur experiences and i ll try to give back by letting you know what i m doing about it.