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Probably about 6 months after this, I met the man for me, Ron. We have been together for 10 months now, our 1 year Anniversary is on August 23rd. He is the best thing that has ever happened in my life, the only thing I ever want or need, I know he’s my lifepartner, and all those feelings are mutual. We love each other more than life itself, and we are engaged. We ae probably getting married within the next year!

I quit Leiby’s about 6 months after I wrote that entry. In August of 2007. Didn’t think it would take that long but it finally happened half a year later. In the end, they were accusing me of stealing money from the drawer…which I never did, it actually was the night manager taking it . A couple days later when i was scheduled to work, I went in there half hour befor my shift, told them to get fucked and handed them my old uniforms in a plastic bag. The night manager told me I was a disrespectful, ungrateful little bitch and I just slyly said “Good riddance to bad rubbish” and walked out the door, flipping her off. It was something that needed to be done after the way they treated me. I actually think they deserved more. Way more. But oh well, 4 months later they closed their doors for good due to bankruptcy…then once i again I said Good Riddance to BAD rubbish!

I just don’t want to grow old in my life, and find out that the person I’ve become is one I am not proud of being. I think it is everyone’s responsibility to have fun in life, and yet, still not feel regret for anything. It’s a hard thign to do, we all have regrets, but at elast if we could acknowledge ourselves as being a pretty good person that we wouldn’t mind knowing if we were outside of ourselves looking in…