braudzz

yep :)

its crazy itsonly been 7 months since i wrote this, i wish it were longer, but its not. i am learning to be happy although i still want to improve a little on it just like i am trying to improve a little on EVERYTHING about myself. slowly but surely i know it will come. and everything is wroth doing, might as well do it, or else another year goes by anyway, no matter what you do.

dear self
i know you dont hate yourself but you cant say yr completely happy with yourself. please stop ebing so hard on yourself and realize that you do the best you can.
please realize that you are an AMAZING funny intelligent LOYAL girl and that if someone doesnt love you its okay because it is their loss.
please stop killing yourself over why he doesnt love you and loves someone else.
it is his loss. so please let go. love yourself and realize you were better off without him even if he did love you.
this is for the better of yourself.
once you learn these things you can start to be happy
i know you are starting to realize what an amazing person you are
but please let it sink in and let it into yr mind and heart.
love, yourself