me and my friend where in my room and really bored so we snuck out into the kitchen and filled glasses up with all my mums wine. it was like 2 o’clock in the morning it was so funny we spilt it on my bed i hid the sheets in my closet bound to come up eventually. But definatlly worht it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i DON’T REALLY MEET ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO I LIKE I SOCIALIZE WELL I GUESS BUT IT TAKES ALOT FOR ME TO ACTUALLY WANT TO HANG OUT AND BECOME REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE OVER THE YEARS I HAVE DEVELOPED ONLY ONE REALLY GOOD FRIEND AND EVEN THAT RELATIONSHIP ISN’T BASED ON TRUST BUT I HAVE GROWN AND MATURED WITH THIS PERSON AND THEY HAE BEEN REALLY GRATEFUL FOR MY FRIENDSHIP LATELY I DON’T KNOW WHY????? BUT I HAVE ALOT OF FUN WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND DESPITE EVERYTHING THAT WE AHEV DONE TO OR AGAINST EACH OTHER I LOVE THEM AND CARE ABOUT THEM.THERE MY ONLY GOOD FRIEND.BOYFRIENDS WELL THERE A DIFFERENT THING ENTIERLY.BUT I WOULD LOVE TO MEET SOMEONE/SOME PAOPLE WHO I HAVE SOME STUFF IN COMMON WITH SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME.THEY DON’T HAVE TO AGREE WITH EVERYTHING IM SAYING OR DOING INFACT ID RATHER THEY DIDN’T IT’S HARD TO MEET POAPLE HERE THEY ARE VERY TO THEM SELVES OR RATHER TO THEIR GROUP OR CLICK AFRAID OF PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY MIGHT DO BUT NOT FOR GOOD REASONS THINGS LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO STEAL MY FRIEND OR BOYFRIEND OR THE LIMELIGHT IT’S REALLY STUPID I HAVE SAID ENOGUH I JUST WANT TO MEET SOME COOL PEOPLE WITH COOL INDIVIDUAL THOGUHTS AND GOOD MUSICAL TASTE.SO TALK TO ME IF YOU FIT IN THIS BOX.JOKES TALK TO ME WHO EVER YOU ARE EVEN IF YOU DISAGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I seem to always be sleeping maybe i see it as an escape i don’t have to deal with lifes problems if im not awake.I lie down for a second and in that second im dead gone ASLEEP.
I love him so much i could listen to his music forever.he is so carefree and humble he seems like he could shut everything off and just concentrate on the music his music.he is my favourite person in the world i wish i could have meet him it’s such a shame that he died i am indecisive on how i think he died sometimes i think how could he have possible killed himself his daughter he isn’t like that and then other times i think the opposite like the fame and certain people in his life drove him to this domineering wemon kurt and courtney sid and nancy john and yoko.humble pure caring simple men who have been destroyed by wemon who are jealous and decietful.it is such a shame there isn’t anyway to describe it other than a great loss a shame.But then i think after all that ive said how can i say this i never knew kurt these wemon knew these men they were inside their minds who am i to pass judgment on these tragic events.i have NO RIGHT.no right at all to even think these things.but i have a right to say i love you kurt cobain i miss you.xxx
I have i’m wide awake it’s morning, lifted or the story is in the soil keep your ears to the ground, a collection of songs written and recorded and digital ash digital ern i wasn’t to keen on that album it was just so different to the others i know it’s good to change but i do enjoy conpr and his heart renching lyrics and strained vocals but i have a few songs off fevers and mirrors i liked calender hung it’s self it was more up beat but the lyrics are really good even though they might not mean anything in particular.The new one has live recordings and 24 page booklet of a diary of bright eyes on tour or something i read it in a magazine i want it for chrostmas wow that sounded really demanding!!!!!!!lol.I love brighteyes or brightyes as i like to call them when my finger misses that E key.
I love art i have tried to paint before but it ended up looking like that really good piece i done back in 2nd grade but not in a good way. I love art i already said that i know but i like the real abstract kind of art i’m so useless i cant do anything.
well i know i said a place as a sanctuary but at the moment thats kinda hard cos i live at home so i decieded that the guy i have been seeing recently is my sanctuary he talks heaps like has deep conversations and when i’m with him the world seems to just stay away for a while.him and my best friend of all time make me feel pure and happy so they are my sanctuary i guess???????????yeah they are i love them.!!!!!!!!!!!
so we kissed all night and then talked for ages and he took off his coat and he put it over me (cos we had no blankets) corny i know but i can’t help but fall for this guy.everyone slept on the floor so it wasn’t the best sleep in the world but it was next to him and i truely love him.
I kissed him or rather he kissed me it was so cool me and my friends were at this abandon house for the night we were lying down together and he held my hand and kissed me yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
just to die hopefully before i turn 40 just like the who said i hope i die before i get old my generation…........
I love it when people play the piano not like delta goodram and people like that like the silent shy wierd people it really reveals a person but not completly it is really calming like mellon collie and the infinite sadness by the smashing pumpkins that is just piano and violen at the end i think but i can just think of everything that is perfect when i hear the fingers hit the keys of the amazing instrumant i would love to learn but im so hopeless.
I want to take a load of drugs like everything in conjunction with everything and have a convertable red car and drive to las vagas with my closest friend at the time hopefully my boyfriend cos this is mostly his idea.it would be so awsome just like fear and loathing.
I recently watched the movie with jonny depp but my boyfriend read the the book and knows all the lines and he says it’s just as good as the movie if not better and the movie was really good.
sanctuary sanctuary. To have a sanctuary somewhere I can go at the moment it’s kinda my room but it’s not good enough because it’s not all mine and just outside of it is people and places i don’t feel comftable with so I need somewhere in a totally different area that is all mine with all my things somewhere thats infected with me!!!!
It’s perfectly resonable when you die no one knows what happens but it has to be better then what is here on earth that we are living everyday becoming less pure and honest every waking hour. DEATH is the answer it has to be to die is to become pure again just like when you are first born. Purity comes with the death of all your life experiences and eveything you have ever done. To die is the greatest thing of all.some of us are waiting for it but we just don’t know how to deal with it. death is what we are here for we are here to to die it’s not depressing it’s a mystery it’s just some people understand it better then others.
I would love to just lie there spooning the person I am deeply in love with not doing anything just being near them hearing them breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!
I loved the movie so why not read the book I can’t seem to find it anywhere though.
Everyone has to do it Me and my friends tryed last weekend but it didn’t work.Maybe for my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been alone for like month and I thought I liked this guy at my school but now I don’t and I have been hanging out with this really cool guy and hes really hot I went shopping with him on thursday and hung out with him today after school.He is so smart and everything he says is so meaningful and correct.But It would be really complicated for us to go out but I really do think i like him but I don’t mind being friends. I ‘m so confused.I know I have to kiss him otherwise I will surely die!!!!
