I just found out this isn’t going to happen…at least not until next year.
how long should it take to fall in love do you think? i know there is no set timeline or anything…but falling in love too quickly is no good. about how much time do you have to know someone?
Yesterday- I had just finished putting all the skids away that I had used all day at work. One of the newer guys came rolling down with two large stacks of skids, about forty, and there was only five minutes left before quitting time. I said, “Wait a second and I’ll help you.” I came back and helped him break down all the skids and put them away. I don’t know how but somehow we got them all put away in time working together. I didn’t have to do that. He thanked me and I felt really good about myself. For a little while it didn’t suck being me.
Maybe this “thing” should be listed before “finish writing my novel” because it seems to me this is what is keeping me from writing. ? Maybe? I am afraid of writing because if I write I will actually finish what I write and then I will end up publishing it and other people will end up seeing it and I may get my ego hurt. My ego is keeping me from finishing my novel. I need to deal with this…
I was thinking today about how there have been times in my life when I have humbled myself and good things happened for me. Isn’t it ironic that want is the offspring of ego yet to get what you want you need to kill your ego?