broken_gypsy

the good part, not the bad part. ever since i gained some weight after cheer was over, i kind of hit a plateau and havent been able to bring my weight down since…but now i think im finally fed up with being fat!
as of right now i weigh 114 lb (a HUGE number for me) I want to get it down to 105 eventually, but im starting realistically so i dont get discouraged and give up. so: 112 by the end of tomorrow. from there, i want to hit and STAY AT 109. i wont set a date for that one yet cuz it depends on how well i do with my first one.
then, once summer conditioning starts in a month, i want to get it down to a constant 105 and then, if all goes as planned (which it rarely ever does, but this time, it WILL), i will do some major fasting before my 18th b-day in october and get it below 18! (i REALLY want to be able to say that im 18 and under 100 lbs).
I know its alot of weight to lose (15lbs) but i figure that its only so high becuz im at such an unusually high number right now and once i get back to normal (105-110) it wont be such a big drop…right?

ps, still looking for someone who will be my long-distance thinspiration buddy if anyone’s interested ;)

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i NEED some serious THINspiration!! my fat is MULTIPLYING now that cheer is over for the season and now all Im doing is sitting at home GETTING FATTER every day after school. sometimes I try to fast for a day and end up caving before i even start…it’s DISGUSTING!!! will somebody PLEASE shoot me some encouragement. Im still looking for someone to be my long-distance ‘pen pal’ if anyone else is in need of some real human contact and inspiration.
Anybody out there?

How long do u guys think it will take me to lose a quick 5 pounds? Cheer competition IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
minor freak out moment
I really need to drop that five by saturday while still having enough energy to practice today and tomorrow after school (not to mention the extra running that i need to be doing outside of cheer practice). PLEASE, any tips you have are DESPERATELY NEEDED!