brokenlullaby




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brokenlullaby's Life List

  1. 1. sit on the top of a billboard and chill
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  2. 2. get dreadlocks. then shave my head.
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  3. 3. play baseball with a grapefruit
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  4. 4. not think twice, but know that it will be alright.
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  5. 5. dumpster dive
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  6. 6. roll down a hill in bubble wrap
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  7. 7. forgive myself
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  8. 8. stop and contemplate how i want to spend my money before i buy things
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  9. 9. invite a homeless person to come to dinner with me, on me
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  10. 10. stop putting so much effort towards convincing myself and convincing others of things that just aren't true
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  11. 11. burn the first ten pounds
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  12. 12. lose two jean sizes
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  13. 13. FEEL healthy
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  14. 14. understand myself
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  15. 15. overcome depression
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  16. 16. have at least three "i love life" moments a day for multiple days in a row
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  17. 17. acquire the ability to cry in front of other people, and be okay with it
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  18. 18. throw water balloons filled with paint at something
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  19. 19. write more poetry
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  20. 20. make a scrapbook
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  21. 21. gunnel walk on a canoe
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  22. 22. live in an environmentally aware state of mind
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  23. 23. practice yoga and lift weights regularly
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  24. 24. try writing morning pages
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  25. 25. go on a three day juice fast
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  26. 26. ride my bike more often
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  27. 27. make a t-shirt quilt
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  28. 28. stop looking back. (i used to crave the future and now that it's here, i just want the comfort of the past.)
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  29. 29. drink two cups of tea everyday
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Recent entries
hike by myself
did it. 4 months ago

well. it didn’t go quite like i had imagined. but i did it. i didn’t overly plan, i didn’t overly schedule, i just went out there and hiked for a while. it wasn’t as long as i would’ve liked, but that’s okay. i had a good time. a really good time. it was something i just needed to do for a little while.


read ten books from my list (read all 8 entries…)
nine and ten. 6 months ago

nine- Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows, I finally read it. Absolutely fabulous. I’m not a Harry Potter nerd, but the books are wonderful page turners, though I don’t like the movies much.

ten- The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera. OH MY GOD if you have not read Kundera- then you need to get on that right now. Right now. He is so fucking amazing. My favorite highschool teacher gave me “Life is Elsewhere” and ever since that book, I’ve been making it through all of his works. Wow. Read him. Go. Now.


have sex
oh god 6 months ago

well. i would like to say “finally!” but i’m feeling pretty shitty about last night. i was too drunk and should NOT have slept with this guy. one of my best friends is going to kill me if she ever finds out. what was i thinking? i mean, i was feeling rather desperate…but what a risky situation. i am shuddering just thinking about all the ways that it could’ve gone wrong / might still go wrong if my friend catches on. she already accused me and i lied to her face. i hate myself right now. though it was nice to satisfy the last month or so of sexual frustration. ughhhhh.


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