I'm doing 26 things
Sometimes I wish I could erase the things that happened to me in the past, because it has so much. Whenever I remember how many times I’ve felt worthless, I can feel myself crumbling inside. The things that I have gone through have made a huge impact on the person I am today. My past created this wall which keeps me from being the way I used to be before I was heart broken. Trust me, I try. And with time it has gotten so much better but there are those moments, those flashbacks when it all comes back and it feels like it was yesterday. I don’t know how I let people walk all over me but I guess it made me who I am today which is strong. Too strong. I know that I obviously can’t forget the past, I just need to let go of it and move on so I can focus on what’s important. The present.
brokenstringsx0's Life List
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1. Let the little things go
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2. stop fighting with the one i love
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3. Stay up all night for the first time in a while
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4. Release Negative Emotions in A Healthy Way
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5. Stop picking my fingers
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6. dont let ANYBODY intimidate me
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7. grow my hair long
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8. make my mom proud
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9. Let go of the past
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10. find myself
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11. exercise
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12. Stop all hurtful name calling
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13. be happy
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14. get my math grade up
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15. go on 43 things as much as possible :)
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16. stay in touch with my brother & talk to him atleast once a week, even though he is far away
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17. Read sidha yoga everyday for 2 weeks.
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18. be loud!
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19. get on the honor roll
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20. smile at strangers
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21. Get a YMCA membership.
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22. be myself & NOBODY else
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23. stop trying so hard
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24. leave an inspiring note in a book
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25. Be confident
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26. calm down
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How I did it: I was in new york city with my girlfriend & bestfriend. I love the city, & i also loved my outfit so I was ready to take a lot of pictures until I found one I actually liked. It was even a tie between a couple of pictures but I finally found one i loved. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I sat down & went through with it even though I did get tired & confused at times, in the end it was worth it. After completing the questions I realized I have been taking life for granted, & I need to start having more fun & living in the moment. Read how I did it…
yesterday i swam laps & went on a treadmill ! i had such a hard time though, which shows how much i need to work out more often. i can’t wait to go back next week <3
The last couple of weeks I was feeling great. I stopped worrying about the past because obviously there’s nothing I can change. Today wasn’t to great though & after doing so well I felt like breaking down. Although im not there yet, I know soon I’ll be able to put the past behind me where it should be.
