brooke64

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I'm doing 21 things
 

brooke64's Life List

  1. 1. thin
    66 people
  2. 2. feel something
    13 people
  3. 3. Talk more
    353 people
  4. 4. be needed
    1 cheer
    46 people
  5. 5. love my body
    1,098 people
  6. 6. lose weight
    36,664 people
  7. 7. heal from abuse
    2 cheers
    44 people
  8. 8. love someone
    1 cheer
    294 people
  9. 9. pass my exams
    425 people
  10. 10. get off medication
    1 entry
    40 people
  11. 11. starve myself to 100lbs
    1 cheer
    14 people
  12. 12. Loose Weight... A lot of weight...
    1 cheer
    112 people
  13. 13. be very thin
    1 entry
    44 people
  14. 14. be thin again
    1 entry
    47 people
  15. 15. Become thin
    249 people
  16. 16. get thin
    1 entry
    497 people
  17. 17. finish school
    1 entry
    1,734 people
  18. 18. beat depression
    1 entry
    208 people
  19. 19. to stop cutting myself
    54 people
  20. 20. be skinny enough so my thighs won't rub against each other when I walk
    123 people
  21. 21. get over him
    1,319 people
Recent entries
get off medication
Untitled 14 months ago

i hate avanza (mirtazapine). it knocks me out. i can’t talk properly – slurring. i sleep all day. and cannot study.

is it bad to just stop the meds?

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be thin again
Untitled 14 months ago

at the beginning of last year i recovered from anorexia. now i am a fat slob – i have put on nearly 40 pounds. i eat like a cow. and i cry all the time.

i don’t want to be this hideous person anymore.

i want my old body.

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beat depression
Untitled 14 months ago

i don’t want to be hospitalized… the psychiatrist told me if i don’t talk i will need to take a “break” there.

what do i say to make him and the others go away?

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