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again. and again and again and again…..

never been tested for aids or any other std. i don’t even know what my blood type is. i need to get this done…

why did i add this goal here? i don’t want the public knowing how much i weigh, or what size i wear, do i??

well, i think i was around a size 6 (perhaps smaller) my senior year of highschool, and, like most women, that’s the year i would like to bodily simulate. i was happiest with my body then, totally comfortable wearing whatever the hell i wanted, and i MISS that more than anything. a bad breakup and bad experiences spiraled me into a weird depression, where i ate a lot to feel better and to wreak revenge on the asshole who hurt me (who was always telling me i needed to be even skinnier than 115 lbs.). needless to say, i gained a lot of weight.

i’ve taken some of that weight off already – about 20 lbs. or so. i’m guessing i’ve got about 40 more to go?? i started exercising regularly, until the temperature got so high and muggy that i felt like i couldn’t breathe if i wasn’t sitting still. i’ve continued to keep on eating less fatty food, more healthy food. once the weather lightens up, i’ll be walking/aerobicizing regularly again.

hopefully updating here will keep me on track!