I’m so tired of the problems I’ve had with having a child. I am blessed to have one nearly healthy boy, but it was a struggle from hell getting there. On top of this I’ve lost one baby to miscarrige and don’t know if I should even try to have more.
broorel8's Life List
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1. journal more so if anything happens Holden will know his mommy
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2. cook at least 5 days a week
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3. keep in touch with my salem girls
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4. ride an osrich, but only because someone else wants to and it looks terribly exciting
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5. go to church EVERY Sunday
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6. Go to Ireland and visit small towns and find my relatives
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7. Help my husband finish his degree
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8. find joy in small things
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9. Buy a House
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10. never take my husband for granted
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11. remember what it's like to be a kid, and play with holden accordingly
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12. learn more than I need to know
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13. be a good role model
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14. make my grandmother proud
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15. have a "real" honeymoon
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16. get to the point that I dont have to worry about money
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17. get over my fear of needles
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18. swear less
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19. read a good book
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20. stop playing the victim
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21. Stop wasting money
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22. get over this damn flu
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23. Finish knitting my son's baby blanket
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24. Make more friends with babies
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25. Make friends with people at UTA
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26. pay off my hospital bills
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27. lose my last 10 lbs of baby weight
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28. stop resenting my body esp. my baby making parts
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29. stop throwing clothes on the floor
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30. be a better wife and mother
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31. Finish college with my BSN
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32. Be supportive of people dealing with premature babies and pregnancy loss
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33. Work in the NICU
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34. not be disappointed if Holden has learning disabilaties
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35. finish knitting this DAMN SCARF!
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36. accept my flaws
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37. begin each day with a smile
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38. have another baby (at some point)
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39. become a wine connoisseur
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40. write more, write better
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41. Build a better relationship with my parents.
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42. start yoga again
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43. move to seattle
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