broorel8




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  1. 1. journal more so if anything happens Holden will know his mommy
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  2. 2. cook at least 5 days a week
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  3. 3. keep in touch with my salem girls
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  4. 4. ride an osrich, but only because someone else wants to and it looks terribly exciting
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  5. 5. go to church EVERY Sunday
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  6. 6. Go to Ireland and visit small towns and find my relatives
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  7. 7. Help my husband finish his degree
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  8. 8. find joy in small things
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  9. 9. Buy a House
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  10. 10. never take my husband for granted
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  11. 11. remember what it's like to be a kid, and play with holden accordingly
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  12. 12. learn more than I need to know
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  13. 13. be a good role model
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  14. 14. make my grandmother proud
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  15. 15. have a "real" honeymoon
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  16. 16. get to the point that I dont have to worry about money
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  17. 17. get over my fear of needles
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  18. 18. swear less
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  19. 19. read a good book
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  20. 20. stop playing the victim
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  21. 21. Stop wasting money
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  22. 22. get over this damn flu
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  23. 23. Finish knitting my son's baby blanket
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  24. 24. Make more friends with babies
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  25. 25. Make friends with people at UTA
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  26. 26. pay off my hospital bills
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  27. 27. lose my last 10 lbs of baby weight
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  28. 28. stop resenting my body esp. my baby making parts
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  29. 29. stop throwing clothes on the floor
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  30. 30. be a better wife and mother
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  31. 31. Finish college with my BSN
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  32. 32. Be supportive of people dealing with premature babies and pregnancy loss
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  33. 33. Work in the NICU
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  34. 34. not be disappointed if Holden has learning disabilaties
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  35. 35. finish knitting this DAMN SCARF!
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  36. 36. accept my flaws
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  37. 37. begin each day with a smile
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  38. 38. have another baby (at some point)
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  39. 39. become a wine connoisseur
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  40. 40. write more, write better
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  41. 41. Build a better relationship with my parents.
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  42. 42. start yoga again
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  43. 43. move to seattle
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stop resenting my body esp. my baby making parts
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I’m so tired of the problems I’ve had with having a child. I am blessed to have one nearly healthy boy, but it was a struggle from hell getting there. On top of this I’ve lost one baby to miscarrige and don’t know if I should even try to have more.




 

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