browneyedgirl19




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  1. 1. love myself more
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    683 people
  2. 2. Quit smoking
    7 entries . 11 cheers
    9,261 people
  3. 3. Lose more weight
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    357 people
  4. 4. keep my room tidy
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    233 people
  5. 5. get out of debt
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    12,094 people
  6. 6. get 8 hours of sleep every night
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    118 people
  7. 7. visit my grandma
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    43 people
  8. 8. be better with money
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    93 people
  9. 9. Spend more time with my family and friends
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    32 people
  10. 10. Draw for an hour a day
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    2 people
  11. 11. Get a tattoo
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    22,050 people
  12. 12. Do more for Charity
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    61 people
  13. 13. be organised
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    125 people
  14. 14. Enjoy work and be the best at what i do
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    5 people
  15. 15. stress less
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    1,064 people
  16. 16. Get through college
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    82 people
  17. 17. Go to the dentist
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    975 people
  18. 18. learn how to cook
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    1,691 people
  19. 19. Pass my driving test
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    1,153 people
  20. 20. Go to the theatre more
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    77 people
  21. 21. Sell a painting
    397 people
  22. 22. Decorate my bedroom
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    230 people
  23. 23. Buy a new carpet for my bedroom
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    4 people
  24. 24. buy a new wardrobe!
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    123 people
  25. 25. Go to Mardi Gras
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    716 people
  26. 26. Learn salsa dancing
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    273 people
  27. 27. Speak fluent Spanish
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    714 people
  28. 28. learn a martial art
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    1,574 people
  29. 29. see the northern lights
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    18,963 people
  30. 30. make love in the rain
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    2,055 people
  31. 31. Spend Christmas with the man i love
    3 people
  32. 32. sleep under the stars with the one i love
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    142 people
  33. 33. be a good girlfriend
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    206 people
  34. 34. improve my appearance
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    258 people
  35. 35. get a motorcycle licence
    100 people
  36. 36. Get a motorcycle
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    384 people
  37. 37. make my partner happy
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    20 people
  38. 38. get a haircut
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    538 people
  39. 39. kiss in the rain
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    15,298 people
  40. 40. buy an Mp3 player
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    81 people
  41. 41. live with someone i love
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    54 people
  42. 42. Stop worrying
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    2,135 people
  43. 43. drink less alcohol
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    677 people
Recent entries
drink less alcohol
its about time

i feel like drinking had been an issue for me since i was 15 when i first started going to the pub. I have always felt my friends liked me more when i was drunk. its got to the point now four years later that i don’t think my friends know the real (sober) me. If i havn’t had a drink yet i get really bored. People start to talk around me rather than with me and i feel uncomfortable. I don’t see myself as a shy or unconfident person but i don’t have very much self respect. When i drink i really drink i get so drunk anything can happen. I do feel like any major mistakes i’ve made in my life (and there’s enough of them) have happend when or been a result of being drunk. So anyway i have a new man in my life now and it’s time to grow up, he has told me straight he doesn’t like my binge drinking and he worries about it a lot. He has asked me to cut down. He explained to me that i don’t need to get that drunk. I don’t rneed to get so drunk i don’t know what i’m doing and i wake up at four in the morning not knowing who i’m with or where i am. So last night he challenged me, to go out have a couple of drinks, know when to stop and then come home. And i did. I went to the bar, bought two bottles of corona drank them and chatted to my friends then was home for 10. It felt great because i managed to talk to my friends without being paraletic and enjoyed a couple of drinks. J was so proud of me which felt really good too. I’m going to try and do this once a week because then i still get to see my friends which i have always worried might stop if i didnt drink as much.



finish reading Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince (read all 2 entries…)
Still shaking

This book is amazing. i just finished it tonight. it was a rollercoaster of emotion. i really enjoyed it though. will be counting down the days till the next one comes out.



improve my appearance
this would make me very happy

If i could keep this one up. I need new clothes though. Most of my work clothes are torn/marked so that would be a good start. I need to start thinking about what i’m going to wear/look like the night before i go out. Then it’s more organised and i can take more time. I’m going to start this one right now!!



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