I could have said ‘I love you’ but fear of rejection is a powerful tool. I spent 24-years guarding my heart but I want to place that burden down. I want to stop being afraid with us. You’ve given me every reason not to be and I’m sorry I haven’t trusted you or us.
browneyedmoo's Life List
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1. Visit Japan
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2. Allow myself not to be afraid of love
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3. write a book
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4. Own and operate my own consulting firm
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5. pay off all my debts
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6. Own apartments in 3 major international cities.
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7. change the world one person at a time
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8. start an internet company
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9. be financially independent
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10. Finish what I start
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11. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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12. Create an Ecommerce site that actually makes money
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13. Create my own Web Page
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14. go to Africa
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15. make a documentary
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16. forgive my parents
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17. improve my Scrabble game
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Recent entries
Fear is a powerful tool
3 years ago
NYC, Japan and London/Paris
3 years ago
One on the upper west side simply because I loooooove Central Park and want easy access to it all the time – I’ll just have to figure out how to deal with the rich snobs in the area.
Another one in Japan because let’s face it, if you can afford to rent (let alone buy) in Japan, you know you have made it.
The last one is a toss up between London or Paris. I love both cities – although I have more of an emotional tie to London but I’ve loved Paris for sooo long. Maybe I can just have both.


